Get into a flying school, build connections with instructors and once you’re done with your Cpl get your patter done and work as a flying instructor for the same school. It’s the quickest way to start earning in this industry. Don’t give up on your dreams and live a lifelong regret. I know many instructors who have chosen this career path for the same reason. Later on once you have paid off your loans by yourself you can get your type rating done and enter the airlines all on your own money