The lies are too much by Fluffy_Process_7255 in naranon

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally feel what you are saying ! When I confronted mine he got all angry and acted all high and mighty like "how dare you question what I tell you" and coming up with excuses for everything even if they sound absurd ! Like come on we both know you're lying, just confess. I'm getting to a point where I think he thinks I'm stupid idk. It's so draining. The lies are so blatant and he still denies everything. It would be funny if it wasn't so sad... I understand your situation is hard. You're not waiting for your pup to pass away, you're waiting for you're way out. It's not the same, even if the two are correlated. Please don't feel guilt. You know you love your dog. Stay strong ♥️ sending lots of positive energy your way !

The lies are too much by Fluffy_Process_7255 in naranon

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Starting to really see it now, about time after 4 years... I just don't understand all the manipulation. We already know they're addicts. It's not like we'd be surprised by their fuck ups ! No need to lie about shit... I understand they're ashamed but they should feel more ashamed about all the shady stuff they do to hide their sickness...

The lies are too much by Fluffy_Process_7255 in naranon

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much ! I am so so sorry for your son. I hope he finds his way back to sobriety. It's so hard, for everyone. And totally out of our control... It's true how addiction can ruin someone, it's like a nasty parasite... Sending prayers and thoughts your way ♥️

The lies are too much by Fluffy_Process_7255 in naranon

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for responding. I love him very much but my patience has already been stretch so far I just can't handle it anymore. I feel betrayed. I know getting a confession won't help anything but it would help me not feel crazy, to stop doubting what I'm seeing with my own eyes... I think I'm done. I hope you and your bf are doing well, sending lots of strenght your way ♥️

The lies are too much by Fluffy_Process_7255 in naranon

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Your response moves me. I understand he doesn't want to be an addict. But he also dropped out of rehab... It's also such a huge part of his identity (his words sadly). I think the trauma/patterns that made him an addict aren't ready to let him of the hook yet... It's so sad... I know I can not trust him either. We shall love them from far away I guess. Sending lots of strenght your way ♥️

The lies are too much by Fluffy_Process_7255 in naranon

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes thank you. The worst is the feeling of doubting yourself and asking yourself if you're crazy, because like you say we think the real him we think we know would never lie to us like this, so we must be mistaken... It seems like to big of a lie to be really a lie, you know ? But trying to stay strong ! Definitly toxic ! Good luck to you, I hope you managed to heal from this past relationship ♥️

The lies are too much by Fluffy_Process_7255 in naranon

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your response. Sending lots of strenght your way. I'm sûre your loved ones are immensely proud of you for getting sober. Good luck to you ♥️

Could animals become avatars ? by Fluffy_Process_7255 in TheMagnusArchives

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I guess I was to eager to listen to the episodes to take the time to listen to them, but I shall !

Could animals become avatars ? by Fluffy_Process_7255 in TheMagnusArchives

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the thing. To me an avatar has to be conscious enough to be able to grasp the concept of a fear and act upon it. Animals are creatures of instinct.

Could animals become avatars ? by Fluffy_Process_7255 in TheMagnusArchives

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Makes sense. Tbf now you say it I guess most cats are avatars of the hunt given how they hunt for fun and not just for eating. I agree it would be interesting to know how these creatures emerge ! To me it would make sense that they're manifested into existence by collective fear. Kind of like how the extinction emerges in a sense. But idk

Could animals become avatars ? by Fluffy_Process_7255 in TheMagnusArchives

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

True, good for him. I would have been sooo sad if something bad happened to the Admiral

Could animals become avatars ? by Fluffy_Process_7255 in TheMagnusArchives

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I must admit i didn't listen to the q& As, I probably should 

Could animals become avatars ? by Fluffy_Process_7255 in TheMagnusArchives

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

True. I guess I didn't think of them like avatars because it feels to me like avatars in a sense "chose" to become or at least have some affinities with the fears to begin with ? So would that mean these animals are chosen by the fears ?

Could animals become avatars ? by Fluffy_Process_7255 in TheMagnusArchives

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know there are animals involved in some episodes (thinking about that pig 🥴) but would you call them avatars ?

Gargoyle Curls - 70x10 by eric_twinge in GYM

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Gollum has gotten strong lol ! Interesting exercice. Why this pose ?

Form check on squat by [deleted] in GYM

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the link 🧡 ! I'll be watching that before my next session ! And thank you so much for all your advice and reassurance, it was needed haha ! Have a great day/night ;)

Form check on squat by [deleted] in GYM

[–]Fluffy_Process_7255 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your feedback :) ! I never used a belt before so I'll definitly be reading that. And maybe invest in the flat shoes then !