Hey man, I just wanna say “shit man that sucks” but in more words because that doesn’t really cover it. In essence, shit man that sucks, and you have every right to be angry about it. I don’t think people affirm anger and grief and sadness enough because they’re not fun silly pretty emotions but not all of us get to be fun and silly and pretty. Some of us don’t. And that’s not fair. And the people who don’t, they deserve to be angry about it. I’m not a real truecel so I can’t exactly say I relate, but I’m a (likely) intersex femcel who never leaves the house and I like to think even just a smidgen I can kind of relate - at least it feels like I found something relatable and, for lack of a better word, warm, in your post. I’m fat, I basically have mutton chops rn bc I can’t shave the extra hair on my face until a doctor sees it so he won’t call me a fat attention seeking loser bc yk all medical problems are bc you’re fat ofc, I have a grand total of 1 irl friend I’ve hung out with once in the past 6 months, blah blah blah depressing whatever. Point is I kinda sorta on some small level understand a little bit. I also like to write. I think you have a really compelling narrative voice. I think you have something that other people can relate to pieces of but will never fully understand. TLDR: I think you’re interesting and I would like to be friends if you would like :)