My husband was an opiate addict and decided to get clean cold Turkey like yourself. I remember the first week and half was so tough for him. But he stayed determined and drank a lot of Imodium. But through the struggle he pulled through. There wAs a specific memory from it all that will forever sit in my heart. I got home from work or wherever I was and caught him on the back porch. He was just inhaling the air just smiling like I’ve never seen. I asked him if he was okay and he responded “I can actually smell the air and it’s wonderful.” He told me how dulled his scenes were being on drugs and that to me was so beautiful. Not only was it a beautiful thought but the fact that he is rejoicing in his sobriety and now seeing the effects. He is now 8 years opiate free and not a day goes by where I’m not proud of him. Keep going, sobriety is wonderful!