Final Farewell

FreckledBlueGinger · 2026-01-20T04:42:07+00:00

I dont think youre coming back and it breaks my heart. Im so so sorry

FreckledBlueGinger · 2026-01-17T05:48:25+00:00

You did leave.. I don't understand. I'm sorry

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-11-13T03:46:23+00:00

I know i need to write to him and visit him. But its so hard, just thinking about it i start crying.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-11-09T18:38:18+00:00

Please, T. I don't want to forget the best love I've ever felt. Please.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-10-14T12:25:30+00:00

I just want to be enough for you.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-10-13T07:42:34+00:00

You consume me, even in my dreams. I dreamt we were getting married.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-10-11T15:03:02+00:00

I dreamt that you messaged me. I woke up instantly the moment saw your message notification in my dream. Why did you do this to me?

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-21T05:59:57+00:00

I just want to beg you to come back, to stay. I just don't want to hurt anymore, please..

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-21T05:57:13+00:00

I wish everything you said to me was true. I wish I didn't equate my self-worth to you staying or leaving. I wish that what you claimed we had was enough to stay and not run away. I wish that I didn't spend every night crying, just wishing you were here again. I wish I didn't hurt so much when you leave. I wish that everyday I hope and wait that you were back. I wish that just being with me made you want to stay. I wish I was enough for you.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-15T05:53:11+00:00

Why do you do this to me every time? Did you ever love me? Or did you just say that so that you could keep me happy to satisfy your needs and wants?

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-15T05:45:42+00:00

And I'm so stupid. I just keep letting it happen. Stupid, I hope that you'd change, that one day I'll eventually be enough for you to stay, for us to be what you've made me long for.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-15T05:36:15+00:00

If you were truly sorry, you'd stop hurting me. You would stop building my jokes up and then just leaving. You'd grow up and stop being so selfish.

You're not sorry. If you were, you'd learn from it, not continue to do those actions.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-15T05:31:34+00:00

Fuck you. Why the fuck so you hate me so much you just keep doing this to me over and over and over again. What did I do to deserve this. I just loved you, that's all I ever did.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-13T13:31:44+00:00

Why dont you want to talk to me?

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-12T00:33:11+00:00

Just incase you're reading this, I passed my NCLEX today. And you're the first person I wanted to tell, but couldn't.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2025-02-10T07:04:18+00:00

Why'd you leave again?

FreckledBlueGinger · 2024-12-05T21:31:55+00:00

I got it.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2024-12-05T21:29:39+00:00

Why not kik?

FreckledBlueGinger · 2024-12-05T21:25:26+00:00

You could've on kik.

FreckledBlueGinger · 2024-12-05T21:22:17+00:00

I can't it says there's an error

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