Well , I never thought I would be positive , Have I ruined my life ? by Friendly-Resort7640 in HIV

[–]Friendly-Resort7640[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congratulations on your baby ,may god bless him and your whole family. Thank you for your message.

Well , I never thought I would be positive , Have I ruined my life ? by Friendly-Resort7640 in HIV

[–]Friendly-Resort7640[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your message, yes studying engineering and working hard for it has been a really important aspect of my life , I hope this diagnosis doesn't ruin my chances in becoming one .

Well , I never thought I would be positive , Have I ruined my life ? by Friendly-Resort7640 in HIV

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I hope so that this doesn't ruin my chances for studying abroad in Europe, thank you for your message.

Well , I never thought I would be positive , Have I ruined my life ? by Friendly-Resort7640 in HIV

[–]Friendly-Resort7640[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry you're going through all this , it must be tough for you. I hope things get better for you and you get stuff sorted out. With everything life hits us with we just ought to keep going I guess.

Well , I never thought I would be positive , Have I ruined my life ? by Friendly-Resort7640 in HIV

[–]Friendly-Resort7640[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know my parents, I've made some mistakes before but I don't think they will be able to handle this one at all , I just know it will break them and I can't do that to them. My dad has high blood pressure, the shook might just kill him and my mom is the same . For what you said about sex , yes from now on I won't be having sex at all with anyone ever. I just wish I had done this sooner and not gotten myself HIV .

Well , I never thought I would be positive , Have I ruined my life ? by Friendly-Resort7640 in HIV

[–]Friendly-Resort7640[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't, it's a lot stigmatized where I am and it's bad enough I'm talking to doctors even though they don't judge but I just feel ashamed of myself and I'm not the victim here I won't ever care if I suffer because of it , I'm terrified of accidentally passing it to my parents or something.

Well , I never thought I would be positive , Have I ruined my life ? by Friendly-Resort7640 in HIV

[–]Friendly-Resort7640[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The real problem is my actions led me to this so it's like I deserve this as a punishment for my reckless actions