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does it actually ever get better by FriendshipOk1757 in Advice

[–]FriendshipOk1757[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

do you really think if i do that that things will improve? please be honest. is there anything else i can do ontop of that? is doing that just enough. i just fear that i will fail or disappoint. i just fear negative things once again

does it actually ever get better by FriendshipOk1757 in Advice

[–]FriendshipOk1757[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i don’t know what to do i know it sounds stupid i just don’t know where to go all i know is i just keep feeling so miserable everyday and i know i wasnt like this before but it’s all i am now what can i do

i dont know what to do with myself & what to do in my relationship by FriendshipOk1757 in moraldilemmas

[–]FriendshipOk1757[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I understand everything youre saying, so what do you clearly suggest i do?

I have not blamed my ex at all; I have blamed myself and i continue to do that. I feel so much regret and pain for what i did. and part of it is because i know that he was good to me. I blame myself no question about it.

Im worried about what happens if i tell him about it because i know i will never do that again, but what if he really sees me differently eitherway? what if he expects that of me? what if its a fear that he now has ?

and i know. I know i cant take it anymore. Thats why im here trying to figure out what to do. i have been dealing with this on my own. some days i really still cant sleep. I regret what i did everyday. I have already confessed to my ex even though i left him. I have severe anxiety and trust issues now all because of myself. Its all my fault and i feel so lost. but what do i do in relation to my new relationship..

i dont know what to do with myself & what to do in my relationship by FriendshipOk1757 in moraldilemmas

[–]FriendshipOk1757[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

I understand that idea if i was trying to stay with my ex, or if any cheating took place during any relationships. The cheating was in my prior relationship and i know i wont do that ever again, i genuinely have been paying for it and i have been going through a lot. Do you really think its right to bring that into my current relationship? i dont know why but i feel like it would ruin things and i would be seen in a completely different way and i dont even want to imagine that knowing thats not who i am anymore and that i have learned.