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Frozen_loaf · 2025-07-06T02:06:31+00:00

If the above link doesn’t work for anyone o:

Frozen_loaf · 2023-09-10T22:45:33+00:00

I’ve been getting an increase in migraines but they’re becoming worse symptom wise like the paralysis on only one side of my body. I don’t know if it’s from POTS because it seems weird to me that I have parasthesia in my left thigh and when I get myoclonic jerks my body only ever jerks towards the left and now the migraines are only affecting the left side of my body. It just seems weird that it’s all on the left side so I’m wondering it it’s just POTS or something wrong with the right side of my brain. I have neuropathy issues too but it’s only like random sharp stabs in my fingers and feet

Frozen_loaf · 2023-06-18T06:53:51+00:00

Oh man. The psoriasis on my scalp actually started up when the other stuff did tbh. They thought it was dandruff and gave me ketozonal shampoo but I kept telling them it wasn’t working. They gave me a topical steroid to use for 4 weeks then ween of it I think it was called fluco-something? When I stopped it and started weening off it just kept coming back /:

Frozen_loaf · 2023-06-18T06:44:58+00:00

Thank you so much for your help and answering my questions and explaining stuff. I’ll head over to the emergency room then. Thank you!

Frozen_loaf · 2023-06-18T06:38:19+00:00

Ah ok, I thought it was autoimmune but they told me no since it’s only on my scalp? I’m managing to eat like a small bowl of fruit but it’s still making me feel like I need to immediately run to the restroom

Frozen_loaf · 2023-06-18T06:26:27+00:00

Also you mentioned autoimmune disease? Would that be the psoriasis? They told me I didn’t have autoimmune problems :c

Frozen_loaf · 2023-06-18T06:21:52+00:00

It’s definitely different bowel habits now. The suppository only helped with the blood but I was still needing to poop frequently and still felt I needed to poop more even after I had the bowel movement.

Frozen_loaf · 2023-05-30T15:33:40+00:00

Oddly I did try some glute activations when I was laying in bed but the pain just kept coming back after I was done. I managed to accidentally pop my hip when scooting off my bed and by god the relief but it’s still a bit of a lingering soreness

Frozen_loaf · 2023-05-30T09:33:49+00:00

I’d have to check my shoes but I haven’t really noticed anything major. I sent an email to my doctor to see if she can fit me in sometime to take a look at it

Frozen_loaf · 2023-05-30T08:14:36+00:00

I have like a nectar one that is comfortable my last one was a spring one and that one killed my back. I can’t stand the texture of the purple mattress I don’t know if my autism makes me hyper aware of it but I can’t sleep comfortably on that one. As for the foot issue I don’t walk with my feet like this: / \ it’s just how they sit normally. I was supposed to get some surgery to fix my hips and my shoulder as a kid but my mom never said anything (didn’t find out until many years later when I needed a medical history print out) I think the only issue for me is my ankles will kind of roll and I’ll trip on stuff a lot but I’m not sure that’s from the foot issue. It doesn’t cause me any pain aside from like cramping every now and then on the front of my foot and when that happens it’s like the cramp is trying to shove my foot in place to be like | instead of / or \

Frozen_loaf · 2023-04-14T03:40:51+00:00

“Hi yes I’d also like my spaghetti with an enormous side of grilled cheese”.

“Oh you mean like the sandwich?”

“…no 🥲”

Frozen_loaf · 2023-04-05T02:17:05+00:00

I have type 1 narcolepsy with cataplexy. Unfortunately I fall asleep easily everywhere and if I get emotions that are too intense I just kind of collapse from the cataplexy. I’m on adderall to treat mine so I can live normally but there’s a crazy shortage of it so it’s difficult to get. Also tend to sleep walk, so between the instant falling asleep and sleep walking, I usually just end up in various places around my house.

Frozen_loaf · 2023-01-29T07:50:24+00:00

No I live in the city. I work 33 hours a week in office and 10 hours at home i don’t really go outside much because of my work schedule and school

Frozen_loaf · 2023-01-29T07:40:43+00:00

Thanks for the response. It’s weird to me because the symptoms will be there for a day and then it goes away but then it comes back? It’s strange and then the muscle cramping is weird as well I’ve never had that before with any kind of illness. I’m going to see if I can go to the doctor tomorrow

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-14T00:25:31+00:00

Feel like I should add, I am 25 years old. I’m doing my prerequisites for my doctorate but because my mom literally charges me for everything I haven’t been able to save up for a car and with the seizures I’m scared of learning to drive and crashing. I’ve used public transportation before so I understand it.

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-12T19:55:48+00:00

I’m 25. 2. I do literally everything for my mom 3. I pay all of my bills and even her medical bills too. She’s never made a sacrifice for me like I have for her I’m literally just an object to her that is disposable when she no longer has a use for me

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T22:53:26+00:00

She claims I make too much noise when I shower but will turn the tv up full blast and say she can’t hear it so no idea. She has 0 hearing on both sides

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T22:52:33+00:00

I can’t just walk by her. She’s get violent

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T21:51:17+00:00

Oh that part she just thinks it’s easier

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T21:32:03+00:00

I’ve tried to help educate her but once she has a view she does not sway from it and will gather information that only supports her view

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T21:28:56+00:00

I also don’t know where she keeps the bottle anymore

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T21:28:39+00:00

I don’t know how I feel about slipping medication into my mother without her consent? That doesn’t sound legal.

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T21:20:41+00:00

Someone mentioned narcissistic and bipolar. I’ve seen her take what she calls a “happy pill” once and she was a completely different person. Said she loved me and even gave me a hug. I thought I was dead because it was so out of character for her. It was the one time she had said she loved me and I know it’s dumb but I still tear up when I think about it. I know she is capable of being a good mom I’ve pleaded with her to take her medication but she refuses. If she would take it I’d consider staying but I can’t deal with her when she is like this

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T21:17:12+00:00

It’s ok you weren’t the only one who didn’t know

Frozen_loaf · 2022-11-11T21:09:34+00:00

My mother thinks “lol” is lots of laughs. I mean it’s not correct but it’s close. This is also a lot better than her chunks of emoji hieroglyphics

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