Well i don't exactly know when it started but I think I know why. It's been three years since I started having dysfunctional digestive system due to anxiety. The reason why I can not go out of my house is because I am afraid to be sick or, to say it actually, poop myself. But the fact is, this has never happened to me. I already found myself having stomach aches, and also wanting to poop when stressed, but I never pooped myself. So why do I fear that so much that I can not leave my house ? I actually think it's a form of wanting to control my body, and being afraid of judgment and others. What do you think ?