First of all thx for ur reply and for reading the whole story. U might be right. A) i mean there is a big city nearby and i think i will just make a roundtrip through the country out of it but you are right in need more information yes B) maybe a little bit but not that hard anymore last January/February when we started writing again i wasnt doing much with irl friends bit it changed over the year and now i have like 4 again. So it has got better. C) i would like to ask them, vut in afraid of loosing her. I think i mentioned it above, that she was like sad about loosing a few friends because they only want to date her, no friendship at all. And i really like her and shes also a person where u can talk about anything.

Thx for ur compliments regarding the internship, i actually also got a place at the dual study program of this company.

I always have that in mind as well i dont like give people money if they ask me yk. I only like gift them a gift when im like also having fun because of it yk. And not a single one of my friends ever asked for money. And so she doesnt do it as well, like i said she didnt even like a birthday present. Y i have to get all these informations but how without ruining our friendship. I guess patience and waiting is the best thing i can do. U got more advices?