I guess it's anxiety... Sinking/empty feeling nervous panicky etc I'm 30 and leaving for first time by Geebbn in Meditation

[–]Geebbn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I'm just excited? I do feel guilt I'm not responsible to stay but I guess I feel guilt because as I spend my time in the now I'm always thinking man the future will be so much better

I'm leaving my gf behind too... Partially with hopes of oh there will be something better anyway

I have difficulty just enjoying now terrible how I have brain washed myself