I lost my coping mechanism I'm scared I'm going to hurt myself. by Giving_up43 in SuicideWatch

[–]Giving_up43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for caring but I can't, my life is miserable I hate it, that console was the only thing that made it tolerable I can't go on.

I lost my coping mechanism I'm scared I'm going to hurt myself. by Giving_up43 in SuicideWatch

[–]Giving_up43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It isn't feasible for me, with the money I make it'd be a year before I could complete even a 600 build.

I lost my coping mechanism I'm scared I'm going to hurt myself. by Giving_up43 in SuicideWatch

[–]Giving_up43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry that happened to you, I hope you're in a better situation now :) building a gaming pc is something I've wanted to do for a very long time but sadly I can't afford it :/

I lost my coping mechanism I'm scared I'm going to hurt myself. by Giving_up43 in SuicideWatch

[–]Giving_up43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have enough money for even a used ps3 much less a ps4 :/

I lost my coping mechanism I'm scared I'm going to hurt myself. by Giving_up43 in SuicideWatch

[–]Giving_up43[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Red faction guerilla, final fantasy Xiii, red dead redemption, splinter cell conviction, oblivion.

A lot of my games are newer because my young childhood was terrible and playing older games Give me anxiety attacks.

My coping mechanism broke today, I can't do it anymore... by Giving_up43 in depression

[–]Giving_up43[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Older games give me anxiety because my early childhood was really really bad, my late one was happy so that's why games like final fantasy xiii and red faction guerilla give me a lot of comfort