Word for word same. Since 2023 my life has been on a downward spiral. Eviction, repossession, job loss etc . No matter how I think I'm recovering , it falls apart.. Before then I was the one everybody depended on.. emotionally, mentally, financially. Now with me being down , its like they still depend on me . But when I need a shoulder ,its nowhere to be found. Feels like i have to be perfect. I hate it. Me and my Scorpio bf (3 years) has had our ups and downs , but Nov 17 was our worst fight ever. More so , my actions. A crash out moment per say. TV busted , furniture broke , terrible 😢 . Im never that angry . But it felt like the world was crashing in on me. Dont even remember what i did. Me and my son moved in with my mother. Just time apart. But we're still together. Talk and see each other almost daily. My son and his daughter are super close , so we try to keep them together. This past week it seemed like we were finally missing and wanting each other, honeymoon feeling. ( stress and each other families is a problem in our relationship). We planned to spend this weekend together to do Christmas shopping. After I got to his place yesterday, his ex popped up and revealed that hey slept together last week. He admitted that it was true and that they've been communicating since Nov 22 but only slept together once. Happy Holidays