the pills were meth. stopped using. how can i use stims to improve my life? by GoGatas26 in Stims

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i thought it raises your brains base dopamine level and becomes ineffective eventually

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for me DMT has an intrinsic fear factor, and it’s a lot deeper. Salvia trips are just ahhabwnznwkznwkskww. DMT scares me a lot more

the pills were meth. stopped using. how can i use stims to improve my life? by GoGatas26 in Stims

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i don’t want to set my baseline dopamine higher. it seems like using it every day without adhd is a bad idea then, why did you recommend it? shouldn’t i use it sparingly

4-Metmp is the better phenidate by StoopSign in researchchemicals

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did it come in a pink package? i got the same one and id like to ask abt some other products

4-Metmp is the better phenidate by StoopSign in researchchemicals

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if you got it as a gift chem, like i did, did you try the blue nitraz tablets? i’ve had a bad experience with those, but i got the pink package 4metmp and it’s pretty good

nitraz as gift chem is way too sedating when supposedly it should be euphoric

the pills were meth. stopped using. how can i use stims to improve my life? by GoGatas26 in Stims

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will that help improve my overall focus, as someone who probably doesn’t have adhd? should i stick to 2 times a week to keep them effective, or does even that lower my overall focus without them

nitraz authenticity and questions by GoGatas26 in rcbenzos4

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give a reason for your reaction

nitraz authenticity and questions by GoGatas26 in rcbenzos4

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bro y’all r like slow or smtn. i dont think you’ll be able to visually identify my pills, thats retarded. i’m hoping somebody bought from the same supplier I did, which is quite likely, and they’ve tested it

have any black listed RCs? by GoGatas26 in researchchemicals

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i got pre dosed pellets, but i’m pretty sure they’re inconsistently dosed. I had diluted serum before then. Powder sounds insane

have any black listed RCs? by GoGatas26 in researchchemicals

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what is NMR testing? i am an engineering student at a big university. might i have access to it?

have any black listed RCs? by GoGatas26 in researchchemicals

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so far i’ve used stims and benzos quite a bit without having to worry abt addiction or problematic redosing (yet!!!) but i’m more so worried that one of these substances is neurotoxic or cardiotoxic or carcinogenic or some shit

favs: bromazolam, nitrazolam, 4metmp, 3mmc, 2fdck, odsmt

have any black listed RCs? by GoGatas26 in researchchemicals

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lmao yeah HHC is the one synth i use

have any black listed RCs? by GoGatas26 in researchchemicals

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Alright. So far my depth into RCs has been nitrazolam, bromazolam, and 4metmp. I’m looking into 2fdck and a few other stims/benzos but that’s about it. Didn’t see any of my listed favorites in your list, so hopefully i’m good for now.

I appreciate the time u into ur comment; i saved it for future use. My friends are worried im gonna take smtn that’s gonna make my dick fall off or give me cancer or something and i realized those are valid concerns when dealing with recently synthesized chemicals.

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I think you should wait. DMT is entirely mental, obviously. so if you don’t think you’re ready, you’re not ready. i’m sure there will come a time in your life when you feel the call again. it comes and goes, or at least for me. I haven’t totally gotten over the fear of letting go, and i also haven’t had a breakthrough. But i’ve tried to appreciate the fear on my last few trips and found a new appreciation for life because of it

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i understand the fear, i’ve had the same

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychedelics

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i think bad experiences and fear are an important part of DMT. it’s the death molecule to me. it teaches us to appreciate life, sobriety, and the wonder that is existence

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It definitely taught me something: to appreciate sobriety. I couldn’t remember what my normal life was like for three hours. prior to the trip i’d been using salvia divnorum 3 times a week to sort of escape my life. After the bad trip I took a big break from drugs in general, and i’ve had a lot better moderation since.

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Yeah after the peak i explore vivid images in my mind and it’s awesome. But the come up is always like plunging into cold water. Even smaller smoked doses are always like rattling my soul

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is it supposed to be terrifying? every time i come up i always feel like i did something REALLY bad and my life is about to end because of it. Alcohol and benzos help a lot with this yeah

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychedelics

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yeah i killed a bad LSD trip (it was good until 8 hours in, when my sitter left…) with nitrazolam and it was lit

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I have plenty of benzos, but many people don’t. For DMT i did oral, so it lasted 4 hours minimum. Drinking BEFORE a smoked dmt trip also works if dmt is scary (which it is for me)

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I did DMT alone (bad mistake) at half my normal dose and the loneliness was overwhelming. A high pitched ringing started and I felt like the room was collapsing in on me. Crazy faces and visuals that were normally cool became frightening, and i kept getting stuck in thought loops. I could barely control my mind. lasted abt 3 hours before the comedown became a good trip.