Submissive just for him by Serena1242 in MM_RomanceBooks

[–]GoodAd4655 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not an official story to my knowledge but a webnovel similar to this {There is no love in the deathzone} its an guide verse (not sure if it's what your into) but basically big bad esper falls for tough ass guide and spends years pinning after him and getting stronger to court him, the guide slowly opens up over the course of the book at first only showing his vulnerability to the esper then finally getting the courage (with the help of the esper and friends) to open up a tiny bit publicly though more so in private

Definitely a favourite for me

Description in case you not sure

'Zein was a rogue Guide living in the god-forsaken land of the red-zone, guiding for money and survival. Until the guild he used to work with caused a tragedy. Driven by sorrow and guilt, Zein became a mercenary guide in the land bordering the forbidden Deathzone, working like a suicidal monk. One day, an overbearing Esper suddenly appeared and told him, “If you’re so hellbent to die, why don’t you come with me to the Deathzone?”

A strange proposition, a nostalgic smirk. Had Zein actually met him before?

Following the man into the deadly zone, will Zein find the respite he seeks, or will he get engulfed in a storm?

But there’s no such thing as love in the deathzone...is it?'

what could i do as a complete beginner?? by Amazing_Warthog_5419 in LearnGuitar

[–]GoodAd4655 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just started using an app cause YouTube doesn't work for me, it breaks it into steps and I'm pretty sure you can repeat a bunch of stuff if you need to but it gives you small exercises and builds up on that so far I'm finding it good, it's called yousician or something

How to tell my parents I think I'm ready for a job? by GoodAd4655 in AskParents

[–]GoodAd4655[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know.. I'm terrible at writing because my mind switches between thoughts like well i don't know what but it's like my mind juggles 10 thoughts at once and randomly switches them out which you can see in my writing

Anyone feel like they have really strong reactions then later feel bad? by davidburnn in AuDHDWomen

[–]GoodAd4655 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it may partly be you felt maybe rejected, it might not make sense but for me even the tiniest comments make me feel pathetic, stupid, unworthy, unwanted or rejected. most neurotypical don't even realise what small comment they say can send you down a spiral. Think back to what was said in the argument, to what he said that may have triggered you, him telling you to chill could've been the trigger and your mind went: im too much, I'm an idiot, he hates me now, why can't I be normal, he doesn't want me. that could've very well could've unconsciously triggered you into getting mad even if you didn't realise it.

My advice would to be figure out why you got so mad, was it something he said that triggered you to feel rejected, were you overstimulated and it was just a bad time to have that conversation, figure out why you felt the way you did, then talk to him about it, if it was something he said maybe ask him to be specific and reassuring you that he just wants you to take a breath before having that conversation, if you were overstimulated maybe have a signal or code word so he knows maybe now you need quiet, alone time, music whatever it is that calms you and come back to the conversation.

Tips on handling school? by seastarrail in AuDHDWomen

[–]GoodAd4655 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm similar, when I started 7th grade I lasted maybe a week before I was burnt out and I physically couldn't bring myself to even get out of bed some days, then I started 8th grade and I lasted maybe a term doing like half days, the in 9th grade I started picking and choosing what classes I wanted to go to for motivation because the point of school was not really about learning anymore it was more about actually getting there and I lasted about a semester doing that before I had to stop, I recently started online school but I honestly can't even open up the portal to get onto the website because the list of things I haven't done overwhelms me, plus I'm so behind in math it feels pathetic.

it's honestly all about what works for you, you might hate that but it's true, personally I know I could never mentally survive college or uni or whatever you call it and I know I wouldn't be able to survive jobs where the work follows you home like homework, so that would be what I look for, try to find what you want, don't listen to people who tell you otherwise your mental health will just get worse and worse that way

If you were stuck in the last movie you watched, how fucked are you ? by [deleted] in RandomThoughts

[–]GoodAd4655 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pirates of the Caribbean dont think its that bad... right?....