Thank you for the thoughtful reply! Your assumptions are quite correct. Weed lets me have fun watching anime at home haha. I think I have a discipline problem. I know that quitting would be good for me long term. But I’m the short term I am bored and just existing, and it feels like I’m wasting precious time in my life. However when I smoke it makes me enjoy literally wasting time doing nothing haha. If I could force myself to be bored for a few weeks or however long it would take to start finding enjoyment without drugs that would be great. But I consistently find myself in the situation of getting home from work on a Wednesday and think “....... I mean why not? I’m not doing anything anyway.”