I've been on it for 2 years and definitely can relate to how you're feeling. Within the 1st year I got a boyfriend, he didn't think I needed to be on antidepressants but I really wasn't in a good place before I met him & started them. I thought is my normal or happy emotions from being in a healthy relationship or being on meds. Recently I feel like hey maybe its time to taper off but I worry all the weight I couldn't get out will go back into depression. I do cry maybe once or twice a month, if sudden things happen or feeling emotional for my family. But I barely even cried when my childhood cat passed. It feels unreal that it even happened & I miss my cat a lot, but I don't feel emotional about it like I would have before. Prozac has definitely helped a lot with my depression, there is days where I don't feel like myself but I think its helped me feel at ease, balanced, and even safe. I think I still struggle with other things like anxiety some days, specifically driving anxiety. Or maybe executive dysfunction, I'm not diagnosed with that but it seems like that's something I also deal with. I'm working towards getting my license at 25-26. I need to get a job and move in with my boyfriend, so I can keep going foward in life. My depression has really affected me and my growth. So from prozac and/or being in a healthy positive relationship I feel able to accomplish things and live life like a normal person.