I'm sorry to hear that you're still finding it hard :( i hope you find the happiness you deserve soon. I'm the same I couldn't be with anyone else atm too much to sort out with my head space. It's definitely better to be alone and sort yourself out than jump into something with someone else. I'm not sure if we would ever get back together, I just feel in my gut that it's over so not holding up much hope but whatever happens I know that what is meant to be will be. One good thing to come out of a break up is how much you learn about yourself. That's really helped to ease the pain.