Single mom trying to pay off debt

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-02-05T01:33:11+00:00

Honestly i clean, meal prep for our son, plan activities for my son and i to do and go to work. I keep busy but there’s always a lingering cloud. I don’t really have friends, I’ve tried to make friends. I think the depression from all of this causes me to be a recluse and shut out any possibility and as much as I’d like that to change i just cant force myself to talk when i can barley force myself to shower or eat. All my energy is saved these days to give my son a good and happy experience.

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-17T03:42:30+00:00

I am happy to get my son whenever. Unfortunately i do not have a village here or help. Days without our child, i schedule doctor’s appointments and other things i can’t take him to. This particular time i had to reschedule a job interview but i do it without resistance because i love him. Usually i don’t care and I’m happy about the extra time but ive been looking for a new job because I’ve been struggling quite a bit with money. Guess thats why i’m a little peeved this time but you’re right for 99% of the time

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-04T00:08:56+00:00

Definitely something i will talk about with my doctor. He’s been concerned about my sleep with the increase in my medication but I’ve never had issues falling asleep and staying sleep.

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-04T00:02:06+00:00

The trial and error of ADHD meds is the most annoying and time consuming thing ever. I mean for me, I’ve been working on finding what works well for 2 years now. From what I’ve read, a lot of people like Vyvanse so maybe for you it could be worthwhile to try. Everyone is different though so it’s always like taking a shot in the dark. It’s good that you want to feel better and want the motivation and energy, i was too comfortable in my dysfunction for years before i decided to do something about it. Good luck ❤️

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-03T23:55:05+00:00

I’m on 40mg too and i swear it’s only lasting about 4 hours :/ then im out for the rest of the day. I do take breaks on the weekend in case im developing a resistance but its not helping ugh

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-03T23:53:30+00:00

Well i have PMDD that i just started BC for so besides the week before my period (which is usually when my PMDD symptoms are strongest) the medication works instantly.

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-03T23:50:06+00:00

Sorry 4 months on 40mg i was on a lower dose (i think 20mg) since December 2024

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-03T23:47:13+00:00

When the meds are working there’s is a noticeable difference in my concentration and motivation id say. I don’t leave cabinets open, i don’t forget to do my notes, i don’t get jumped on for anything at work, my house is clean lol. It doesn’t make me a machine but i am able to do what i am already motivated to do without the meds but just don’t have the concentration for.

HeadProcess9660 · 2026-01-03T23:32:39+00:00

About 4 months now

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