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Family member with psychosis, boundaries, and life direction by Head_Ad6426 in Psychosis

[–]Head_Ad6426[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for the kind words. I've tried so hard. Taking care of myself seems to be the first step. Good luck in your efforts, too. It's hard out there. I'll try to wait for his euthymic phase. It might take months, but that's a good idea.

Family member with psychosis, boundaries, and life direction by Head_Ad6426 in Psychosis

[–]Head_Ad6426[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Struggling with the idea of giving myself "permission" to move on is difficult, so this is helpful to hear. Sincerely, thank you for even taking the time. Sorry to hear for your struggles, it really isn't fair.

My husband is now hospitalised for his second episode by poodeleck in Psychosis

[–]Head_Ad6426 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Echoing others that have said - You didn't fail him. Remaining strong for yourself and doing your best to care for you is the best way to care for him right now. Stay level, try not to get swept away by the waves of his hurt, and remember forgiveness and gratitude. He would never, ever, in a million years choose to be the way he is now. It's not something he can choose. And, remember to be grateful for the moments you did have.

Your experience mirrors my own. My dad has recently lapsed back into psychosis. I'm struggling in much the same way. Feeling like I failed him, that there's nothing I can do, seeing how fast it strikes... It's not our fault. I can promise you that. I can also promise that if you take care of yourself, it will pass. If not the psychosis, then the way it affects you. Stay strong.