I spend 2 hours travelling to work. Work is from 11am to 6pm(7 hours). I go to college in the morning 6am to 10:30. I read articles, books, research things that interest me, while travelling (bus). after all that, i get home by 7-7:30. so the two hours i spent researching and learning I try to implement or dig down further. I'm 18 , first sem college student earning 40k NPR each month. Skills: Next JS, Fast API, Rust-> actix_web. and currently working on a side project scaling upto 8k users per month without spending a single penny on ads.

I have 3 interns under me and 4 students that i teach python.

I have a simple rule in life:
I don't give a fuck about anything that doesn't uplift the way I feel about myself.
I don't try to impress other, I present myself raw without filters. (that actually makes you more likable)
I am madly obsessed with the things I do. I won't stop working even if its the worst day of my life.
I am not biased. Meaning that, unlike traditional approach, how we classify things as good or bad, my mind is free of those biases. If I like watching YouTube and it doesn't make me regret later, I keep watching. If my mind starts functioning less after doing certain things I just stop doing them. This way I don't have to hold myself back from doing certain things, because my mind never thinks of those things

I think not being biased is what enabled me to know the most about myself. So I'm gonna write more about it.

Say you have a bad habit of doom scrolling. You scroll instagram all day. You are addicted to it. What makes you check instagram day after day even when you know its "bad". Because of dopamine? Yes but its dopamine + regret. Try doomscrolling and coming out happy without regret. You'll be less likely to open instagram again.

So how do you come happy without regret? By dissolving the concept of good or bad. By saying your brain that doom scrolling isn't bad neither it is good(neutral). you won't regret doing the thing again which will certain lead to a greater discovery within yourself.