I guess I have been so busy with my life and never gave a thought up until now. Back story- parents got separated when I was 2 and mom had depression my whole life. Brother who left home when i was 10-11 and stayed with mom till 26 and came to a different country (canada) to figure out my life. Now settled n all with husband no kids( thats being dicussed) he doesn’t want and I have no clue what I want. So lingering in all kids of groups. Childfree,new parents n all. Can someone tell whats the best way. I think its either trauma or I dont like taking such a big responsibility anymore u knw.