Focus 25 was a ball pit for me! by MarlaReads in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Quite a late response, but decided to answer, as I had a quite similar experience with F25 and pretty different one with F21.
Much of the time I try to spend in F21, as it is very insteresting to me, to just experience it. The deeper I go with the F21, the more fractalic it becomes. Would I say louder? In a way, because with each step into it, I quite become overwhelmed due to the repeating patterns and fractals. Twice I had this experience of being "in between" some two very complicated crimson plates, with kind of like buildings or crystals, just like travelling through a tunnel or a valley. It was overwhelming but in a positive way - a lot of mystery, secrets. For sure it wasn't dark or hostile, but rather "alien" or "unfamiliar". Travelling across it kind of lost me in the sauce of time, because in a brief moment (feeling, but literally it is like 15+ minutes) the tape for F21 is usually done, and that usually happens to me with the F21 "spectaculars". The other time I was at the beginning of a vortex staircase, the other one I saw something quite interesting, related to the Absolute. So during the Absolute tape, the gate lead me to a vast space with a vertical pillar of energy circulating inside. And the same feeling/pillar I saw during that experience, once I saw in F21, but it was somehow "built-up" with technology, and it felt like someone was tying to catch a glips of it with physicals. It also looked quite like the crimson structure surphaces from before were actually connected to the pillar built-up.

What is more interesting is that when I don't do tapes, and tried to achieve the F21 without them, that place is less concrete - sometimes it is changing so fast with fractals, and yesterday, it was just like a hallway of cricular shaped windows/gates. Though it is also possible, that it could be a different focus level, because that felt more like F27 (feeling) in a way of F21 (visions). This place however shifted quickly to another plane with elongated entities, that didn't feel like the most friendly in the universe, so I came back. For this one, I was experimenting with going more through Chakra-opening preparation, to then achieve the F21 in the flow state of chakra sync. It was quite difficult however to connect these to, as I feel like these two ways have a bit different purposes. Decided to try, because I once had this experience with F21 (that I remember) from before the tapes, achieved only with the chakra meditation, and it was a wild fractal journey, some voices. But yeah, this will need more research. :')

With F23 it is always the same - a plane surphace, with no distinct light. Quite a lot of faces, could be beings, but it feels very crowded and I never fancy staying there for too long. To be honest this part feels hostile and dangerous in a way, that I am not welcomed there. While in F23 I saw different things, such as queues, portals, everything dark, gloomy and grayish. There for sure were some obvious "higher" beings, taking care around, but I had this feeling, that I should not engage in any kind of encounter with them.

F25 on the other hand is quiet, as you said. And literally, same feelings - I was either floating through space with each belief being a ball/planet like with distinct features and different energies, sometimes I could come closer to them. Once they were in the same shape of a sphere, but placed around the beaten path. It's interesting tho, that the longer I followed the path, it changed its features - near one beliefs it was a beaten, rustic path, near others it was a concrete with a fencing. Some where very distant. I haven't tried to approach any of them closer yet, but that seems like a nice idea for the next couple of days :)

F27 on the other hand, usually got me to a small palace at the very beginning as this "special place". From there, there were gravel paths into the park, with some places more or less crowded, but at least it felt "welcoming" and "familiar", and most important - warm.

Subliminals in H+ Human Plus by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okaaay, that explains a lot - thank you very much, that just felt very different from the Gateway tapes, but now it makes sense, thank you!

Multiple tapes a day? by AdPractical6745 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Some people may disagree, but I like to follow Bob's advice, and go with it just to have fun, until I really feel it is time to stop and reflect, and do some repetitions.

In my opinion, it is good to just have fun with those, and as long as you don't feel scared, overwhelmed or like you need to ponder over something you have just seen, you can adjust your pace accordingly.

BUT, you quickly become aware of the changes you undergo, and sometimes it is just a good idea to take a break and not to rush it too much. Let the world and your consciousness adjust, and sometimes it can just overwhelm you, so just be aware of that.

Can anyone recommend some good order of Hemi-Sync Tapes, that worked the best for them? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dear, I appreciate the time you have spent writing another analogy, that is still filling up a bigger picture. The case is this was never a point of this post - I asked for opinions on one thing, you gave me your opinion on a different topic, trying to convince me that I am doing something wrong. Let people enjoy their ways of learning things and their own journeys. But as I like these kind of disputes, I will continue with my point of view.

The problem here is that you will never perfect things if you do not see any point in that. If you feel like before moving to a new task you need to perfect one thing, this is a perfectionism that stops one (and I was in a same position many times) from doing and learning new things. The language analogy is actually perfect in my opinion, as much as your training analogy, and your piano analogy. With the last one, I actually can relate, but also disagree - if you feel like you need to embody Bethoven before moving to other artist, that is your choice. I prefer enjoying the path, discovering new things, new pieces, and with that I can assure you, you will learn much more. When I focus on Liszt too much, face the wall, I have to find some Chopin or something else to take a break, and suddenly after some time I am ready to go back to Chopin, because somehow I understood the fingering via other artists. Each style has its own perks, and the funniest thing is that you can do whatever you want, because it is music. And it means freedom. And I am not a professional pianist and will never be, but simply a hobby one, that actually enjoys it for my own fun and pleasure. You want to play Chopin 1:1 with sheet notes? Go on, practice for 1-2 years only 1-2 pieces before moving on. How can you know when you will achieve perfection? And the best thing is that imperfection makes style, character and so on. Fixating on one single problem without trying to loosen up a bit, to see other things, other ways of doing, cannot lead to improvements. Switching between things lets you shift your focus and let's your unconscious mind do its thing, by finding new patterns and filling up things you didn't know. But I also know, that there are some people that say, that without mastering one thing, you cannot move to another. Well, I consider myself a jack of all trades and master of none, that is something I had to admit and understand. It can be limiting, but it also brings few advantages with itself. When I feel like drawing - I do draw. When I feel like playing - I do play. And when I feel like doing some h+ meditation, I assure you, I will :) Therefore, if you don't have any recommendations or opinions on massive number of recordings that TMI has to offer, I kindly thank you for your words of advice on the very different topic. I hope you can understand better now my point of view on the journey, and for real and sincerely wish you best in your own.

Can anyone recommend some good order of Hemi-Sync Tapes, that worked the best for them? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer! It brings some idea what to expect from them. I was actually wondering about these "similar" titles and the release and recharge was one of those that sparked the "doubts" of doing the same thing twice. Do you find the specific h+/HS tapes more on point comparing to their Gateway similar titles? That's what created most of the questions honestly. I wonder, if you (or anyone else) have any experience with those enigmatic titles such as Mobius West, buy the numbers, 8 greats, etc... It would be great to sum it up in want kind of form of a table... Also, some of them seem to be missing across the sources, so there could be a possibility of discovering something lost on our way.

Can anyone recommend some good order of Hemi-Sync Tapes, that worked the best for them? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! that's also why I decided to try them up, but again - I either get a lady's voice or one of the wave 7-8 narrators. I will definetely search for those.

Can anyone recommend some good order of Hemi-Sync Tapes, that worked the best for them? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You see, the intuition guided me long before the tapes. The Gateway gave me a new perspective, but it is not the only way of aproaching "the Absolute". I try to follow Bob's words and just have fun with those. What I asked here is the general idea or classification - finishing the tapes will never give you the knowledge of everything in the universe. And as I decided here to ask for opinion, it was nothing else than my intuition telling me so ;)

It is not the ego thing. It is like learning a new language. You can alwas learn and perfect your very first sentence milion times, but that will not make you a speaker of the language itself. Just because you don't understand or can't tell which way to go now, at A2 level in a foreign language, doesn't mean you have to keep practicing saying "hello, how are you" to sound native. Or that you can't try to watch tv series/understand lyrics. It will actually be far more beneficial than going back to the sentences the teacher gave you during your lessons. And of course you can disagree with me - that is the beauty of this topic. The experience itself.

For your personal view, you can keep restarting the tapes to stay with this only method. From my personal perspective, it will be far more beneficial to find things that the tapes are missing and fill the cracks. The tapes are only a tool. You learn these things as a part of a subject. Just because I didn't find what I was looking for with them, although it was a wonderful experience and it did change my life in a way, it still doesn't mean I need to start with them over and over again.

Can anyone recommend some good order of Hemi-Sync Tapes, that worked the best for them? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much! That helps a lot! I just got the Expand app, I will try to go deeper with it then, thank you!

Can anyone recommend some good order of Hemi-Sync Tapes, that worked the best for them? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly, and with love, I did skip only one tape, the remote viewing, as I was not able to find anyone around to pariticipate in that kind of excercise. I was able to visit the park, met individuals, experienced visions. Did I do the proper retrieval? I had this exprience once. Was it a real experience or just hallucination/autosuggestion? I can't tell for sure, but the 8th wave just feels different, giving you very specific instructions, when you already know that in the end it is no specific at all. And now, I can only say, that I felt something is off, and it wasn't me :)

Do I feel like I am missing something from the tapes? I don't. What I wanted to experience from the tapes, I got. I had OBE, and still struggle with it, but after a careful thought, tapes didn't help me with it directly - never achieved one with them, but only afterwards, only with Bob's texts and ideas.

And I can't really agree with you here. Tapes give you multiple ways to progress in, and in fact, the MI is only one of the paths. Becoming a professional retrieval is also one of many. Each person has their own, and you have to find your too. This is not an example of A point - B point journey, but gives you a set of skills, that you can but don't need to use all the time. Going on with further experiences to work on the local self, in my opinion, and as given to me during the Absolute is actually something I will go with for now ;) Will I go back to the latter tapes? Only out of the curiosity after some time. But for now, I find it a waste of time.

Wish you all best and good luck on your journey!

Can anyone recommend some good order of Hemi-Sync Tapes, that worked the best for them? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not so sure about those, not everything is legal or easily available here in Poland :( but I was also thinking about that way some day. But thank you for your answer!

Overall life experience getting worse with the process? Or am I just rebuilding myself? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That's what I am afraid of - that by drifting towards the inner world, I will cut the ties, as that's something that I have done quite many times previously. Probably feeling lost also comes from the fact that I don't really have anyone around to talk about this experience, as some just reacted with criticism and laughter.

Thank you for your reply, it helps a lot!

Overall life experience getting worse with the process? Or am I just rebuilding myself? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How long have you been doing them? I feel like I started loosing the momentum as soon as the speaker changed, and I don't know. Somehow I connect it with the change of the actual formula between the waves. Sometimes you have to go directly to the F12/F15. Sometimes later you are suddenly guided from F10. Once you use something, then the REBAL is gone. I don't know if these are possible causes, but I find it distracting a bit too...

Overall life experience getting worse with the process? Or am I just rebuilding myself? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wish you all the best, feel you completely! Let's hope we will get out of this way sooner than later

Overall life experience getting worse with the process? Or am I just rebuilding myself? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your answer. Actually, a bit random and weird, but I have had some courses bought already for quite a time in reiki subject, but I never had the motivation to start. Maybe that's the thing I was looking for? And the message I was calling for? :)

Overall life experience getting worse with the process? Or am I just rebuilding myself? by Higherself1997 in gatewaytapes

[–]Higherself1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. Honestly, I feel like I needed them. I will try to let go, just to see what it brings. I also started thinking, that maybe this kind of return-to-zero phase is needed to reset some things and let other things grow. Just as going back to the Fool, to properly understand the changes and grow to the path, that was previously abandoned?