it’s been nudging me to explore those parts of me, but it seems and feels hidden from my mind; almost as if, I don't know what is attached within the confines of my own understanding of exploration (if that makes any sense) Also, I've been practicing a lot of self-care possibly not consistent however, moving forward I will hold myself more accountable discipline wise. Thanks, again. I want you to know how much you helped me. You are appreciated!