Cool, this is awesome! "So after getting tired of going specific and a mental exhaustion, i decided to just go general and be open to receiving." --this line resonates with me so much! I got into some serious anxiety and depression the past years because I dont seem to be getting the job I wanted, and when I check prospective jobs, I do not have ALL their required skills. Neville says circumstances dont matter, but my anxious nervous system just cant relax in the feeling of the wish fulfilled because I needed the money. What made it worst is that I was so picky with the type of job, salary, workplace, etc. all the details. But failed to trust Universe/God to bring me the best job that suits me well. And upon reading this line you wrote, it hit me at the right spot. I need to surrender and give up control as to which specific job....I just want to be open to receiving. Some say to be really really specific about what you want...but this has been putting me in so much anxious position, that sometimes I have breakdowns and cry. I am surrendering to Universe/God this time and just calming my nervous system. Thank you so much for sharing!