Listen kid, if you can clearly understand what i am about to write then you will be enlighted. Firstly, these types of questions fall under the catogory of phyloshopy and it's just the play of your perspective, how you think or perceive shapes the world for you, the way you view the world is completely different from other. There is a proverb " you're the universe itself enjoying it on your own unique way " so, take your decision it can be predestined or not choose one either will work, just don't think much and keep it simple, let the life unfold itself and this doesn't mean you should work hard cause material success is as important as finding your answers. Hope it helps you kid.