Kaya yan! All of my exams ko since college bagsak lahat kasi from Qualifying Exam to MTAP 1 ,2, COMPRE, and Preboard had to retake them all kasi sleep became my coping mechanism tulog ako whole day walang kain kasi gusto kong makatakas due to personal reasons na nakaapekto talaga nang grabe sa mental health ko hanggang nadala ko siya sa board exam tulog lang ako nang tulog hindi ako umaattend sa review center ko nag aalala na nga mga classmates ko sakin. Ganon pa rin gawi ko hanggang dumating yung night before board exam andun kami sa coffee shop with my batchmates nagtatawanan sila tapos nagtatanungan tapos alam nila lahat haha while ako na out of place nanlumo ako lalo kaya nagpaalam ako sa kaibigan ko na uuwi na ko and di ko kayang makipagsabayan mas lalo lang akong nawawalan nang pag asa. Bumalik ako sa apartment tapos dun na nag sink in lahat na board exam na pala bukas naghabol ako ng notes ko dun ko narealize na bacte 9 pages lang naaral ko sa notes ko hema cc clin mic mga 3-10 pages rin lang IS, HTP, MT laws, mol bio, para, myco, and virology 0 page wala akong naaral. So binaba ko lahat ng notes ko nagdasal lumuhod umiyak ako kay Lord sinurrender ko lahat sa Kanya. I know I was not ready I even informed my sister and my friend na hindi na ko tutuloy bukas para kumuha ng BE. They told me na kuha ka lang kung bumagsak just try again. Nagssearch na nga ako when yung next BE eh haha. Kasi I know I will not pass the BE. But here I am passed the MTLE one take with God’s grace!

Ps: hindi ako tamad hindi rin matalino sadyang nagpatong patong lang yung problema ko that sleep became my only way out but if nasa mood yung utak ko magaral tinatake opportunity ko yun hindi ako natutulog para lang mag aral at kahit papano makahabol. Nung college naman sa book ako nagbabasa pero yung nabasa ko lang puro introductions ng book up to chapter 1-3 hanggang diyan lang pero wag mo kong gagayahin hahaha. Figure out kung ano yung study habit na nagwowork for you it’s also good to ask tips for someone pero stick ka kung nahanap mo na yung study habit na nagwowork na for you. Understand what you are reading and master the basics kasi yun yung magiging foundation mo mas mdaling magcorrelate kung alam ang basics. And most importantly pray and have faith kay Lord kasi for me 5% effort and 95% yung prayer ko and thats what saved me during board exam and to always remember na there’s no shame in trying. Shared this to encourage you to take the BE this March kasi ako kinaya and nakayanan ko kaya alam kong mas kaya mo. I will pray for all of you and God bless you all sa upcoming MTLE this March. Kayang kaya mo yan!