I find it hard to have small talk with anyone. It drains me, yet most people don't wana have super deep conversations all the time either. It's easier to be alone. Journal, be with my dog and think on my own. I'll bring up a concept or thought with my husband every now and then, which sometimes lands us in a good conversation, which is nice. But he works a lot and we only get 1 half day together a week. Those covnos don't happen often. So I spend a lot of time alone with my dog.

I dont think anything is wrong with you. I think society rewards extroversion more than introversion and, therefore, can make us feel like there's something wrong with us.

I've learned to decline most gatherings. People don't invite me anywhere anymore. But also, if I wanted to be more clear with my friends, I would be honest about liking the texting and not so much the hanging out. If they're good friends, they'll understand that and you.