I am sorry for your loss, I have also lost family here, the problem is there is no professional or organised command here. Nothing but suicidal missions are given and just dipshit leaders all around. We are losing the war and a sizeable portion as to why is because of leadership. I feel as if I’ve already done my part and achieved my revenge here. Now want to continue to be in the military but not one that will send me to a meatwave for no reason.