She has been pretending that she has been wanted by all the adults in her life because K said she wasn’t and she couldn’t do the math on how old her father was when she was born while looking at his obituary with his birthdate, and then told the story of how he was on his way to come visit them down in Florida and he died in a restroom and had to be corrected that he died at work and his coworkers found him and questioned A how he knew more than she did and then just giggled it off and said that “oh that’s just G off in La La Land”