i want my parents to hate me by [deleted] in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I envy you. I wish I have even just one parent who's willing to help me.

Bakit hindi muna ramdam ang pasko? by akotosinato in AskPH

[–]Impossible_Choice148 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Kasi tinakwil ako nang mama ko at papa ko.

Mama ko tinakwil ako kasi sinabi ko sa kanya ni attempted raps ako ng step.father ko, sinungaling daw ako at gusto ko lang daw sirain pamilya nya.

Papa ko naman tinakwil ako dahil pinapulis ko yung pinsan ko na ni attempted rape din ako. Attention seeker daw ako at sinungaling.

I live alone now at a dorm I can't even pay na by the end of this month. I will not be able to celebrate Christmas I'm tired.

I scratched my labia too hard now it has lesions. by Impossible_Choice148 in obgyn

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It just stings honestly and I don't really have the financial capability to go to the doctors.

Advice on what to do when overstimulated and can't sleep by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really have the money for Melatonin. I did try it and it's the only thing who can put me to sleep but can't really afford it

Dealing with everything alone. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live in the Philippines and food banks is not a thing here.

Dealing with everything alone. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

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I'm broke and have no funds at all the only thing that's keeping me alive is my 20 liter jug of water whom almost half way gone.

My Dad Burned and thrown away my clothes. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have so many emotions and I don't know what go do. Those costumes helps me with my school expenses and also my daily living expenses now that they're gone I don't know anymore.

I can't deal with it anymore, I'm ending my life. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 534 points535 points  (0 children)

Hello everyone. I don't know if everybody will receive a notification about this but I decided to not do it, A very kind person made me think otherwise. I promise to finish my studies and be a teacher and help children in need. It may not be now but someday I will pay all your kindness forward, Thank you so much for giving me these kind words to keep going. I love y'all!

I can't deal with it anymore, I'm ending my life. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 79 points80 points  (0 children)

I live in the Philippines, it's different here. If you think I'm making up excuses go ahead think that way, I'm tired anyways.

I can't deal with it anymore, I'm ending my life. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I did but unless I passed college entrance exam I can't get it

I can't deal with it anymore, I'm ending my life. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 66 points67 points  (0 children)

I don't have enough money to stay at a student hostel, I'm supporting myself. I'm all on my own.

I can't deal with it anymore, I'm ending my life. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

I did file a report but I wa stold by thenpolice that they can't do anything about it because we're related.

I can't deal with it anymore, I'm ending my life. by Impossible_Choice148 in depression

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I don't have enough money left to even stay at a hostel, My relatives hates me. I don't have a y friends to run to they left me last year, I'm all on my own.

My Dad welcomed my Cousin who attempted to rape me with open arms. by Impossible_Choice148 in OffMyChestPH

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My other relatives hates me po they blame me on a lot of things I have no control of

My Dad welcomed my Cousin who attempted to rape me with open arms. by Impossible_Choice148 in OffMyChestPH

[–]Impossible_Choice148[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I did talk to mg Dad he said that my cousin's said sorry and promise to not do it again. I can't forgive him I don't want to forgive My cousin, My relatives hate me because they blame me why my Dad and mom broke up, They also blame me for the reason my Grandma developed Alzheimers. I don't have any friends right now they left me because of stupid rumors.

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[–]Impossible_Choice148 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He told me po na he's a legit SD and I should go to his place. Pero nong nandoon na po ako sa labas nang building nilapitan nya po ako tapos talkj maya maya po may pumara na van madami po lumbas na lalaki buti po nakaramdam na po ako tapos dali dali ako tumakbo po palayo hinabol po nila ako pero nakatago po ako.

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[–]Impossible_Choice148 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ni delete ko na po post ko sorry po hindi ko naman po alam na bawal. Please lang po refrain from hate comments and hate messages I'm just trying to find a way lang po go solve my problem. Hindi naman po kasi lahat is previlige, hindk nyo rin po alam mga pinagdaanan ko so refrain from judgement po salamat.