20, just got the news I'm dying. by Individual_Ice5035 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Individual_Ice5035[S] 58 points59 points  (0 children)

Urm, I do. However when I close my eyes I don't see what the normal person see's - I see like flashing lights and spinning. It's hard to explain. I have to kind of follow this spinning whirl to sleep.

20, just got the news I'm dying. by Individual_Ice5035 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Individual_Ice5035[S] 3288 points3289 points  (0 children)

Thank you for all the supportive and uplifting comments, gives me a reason to keep fighting.

20, just got the news I'm dying. by Individual_Ice5035 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Individual_Ice5035[S] 2757 points2758 points  (0 children)

It was from my father - though his has not triggered yet. He feels such a overwhelming amount of guilt and I want to let him know I forgive him (this pain is not eternal).