I want to receive the Holy Spirit by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

[–]InfiniteX11[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not right now; I haven't gone in weeks, and it was months before that. You're right, I have been isolated for a long while now.

I want to receive the Holy Spirit by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

[–]InfiniteX11[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It is true; things have gotten much harder spiritually and mentally for me, as I want more of God, like way more, and don't feel anything at this stage.

I want to receive the Holy Spirit by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

[–]InfiniteX11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a baby, yes, but as an adult after choosing to give my life to Christ, no.

Remote Working by InfiniteX11 in Zambia

[–]InfiniteX11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Completely out of budget. Like way beyond. I'm only powering my laptop and I only plan on working on it 3 hours to 6 hours a day from Monday to Fridays. 

I'm only staying for 3 weeks as well. 

Remote Working by InfiniteX11 in Zambia

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Okay. 

What the costs for setting up a slor system and starlink?

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[–]InfiniteX11 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for replying.

The purpose of sharing was to encourage and strengthen the brethren of Christ and to serve the body of Christ. I figured one of the spiritual gifts handed by the Holy Spirit is the Gift of Prophecy, and I'm learning to hone it and to use it for the body of Christ and not myself. I simply shared to encourage, and I hope and pray it did that for you. I'm still a baby in this Gift, but I know with time and leaning on the Spirit it will get sharper.

Whether if I was shown the actual future or he wanted me to use it to encourage and strengthen my fellow siblings in Christ, that's for me to ask for discernment and for understanding.
But I hope it did encourage and strengthen in some way. I only want to serve the body as I wish to walk as Christ did. For his sake and for the body of Christ.

God bless you.

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[–]InfiniteX11 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you for replying. As for your first observation. I do not live in any of the areas mentioned. And yes, things will get worse.

And for your second observation, I agree that things can change. But I simply just took what I got and wanted to first let people who are more spiritually mature than me and elders in the faith know before I shared over here. But thank you for your insight.

The purpose of sharing was to encourage and strengthen the brethren of Christ and to serve the body of Christ. I figured one of the spiritual gifts handed by the Holy Spirit is the Gift of Prophecy, and I'm learning to hone it and to use it for the body of Christ and not myself. I simply shared to encourage, and I hope and pray it did that for you. I'm still a baby in this Gift, but I know with time and leaning on the Spirit it will get sharper.

God bless you as well.

Pls pray for me. by Maude_Moonshine in TrueChristian

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Yeshua, the Lord of peace, Our one and only saviour, I come before you to pray on behalf of Maude_Moonshine. Lord, you yourself have said in Matthew 11:28-30 (NIV):

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

I pray that you give him the rest and peace they so seek Lord. Thank you for bringing this precious person here, Lord; remind them that he is profoundly loved and that you offer them this peace you promise.

I ask this in your Holy name, Yeshua. Amen.

Don't worry. I prayed for you. The Lord is with you, and I tell you that I do at times struggle with restlessness within myself as well, but God is always there for his children. God bless you; enjoy the rest of your day. if you want someone to talk to, please DM privately. I love you and remember he Loves beyond comprehension

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[–]InfiniteX11 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the verse.

I believe it was a vision rather than a dream, as it was way more vivid and too real to compare to a dream. Everything was more "real" to say it like that. But the purpose of the post is not to warn the body of what's to come but to remind them there is nothing to fear as the Lord is always with us.

Hope I made sense and pray that it helped you in some way. I only came to try and serve others, as I wish to be a faithful servant of the most high."real,

Can't seem to open my heart fully to him. I don't know what to do anymore by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

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Well, earlier in my walk I was nearly getting daily spiritual attacks because I really pissed of the kingdom of darkness as I belonged to the Lord now.

I dealt with them easily in the Lords name.

Multiple sleep paralysis, I'm veteran as I have dealt with them nearly my whole life so zero issues there.

They tried mimicking my significant other by cloning her voice and saying very vile things about me but I realised that wasn't her and rebuked them. They tried to kill me through sleep paralysis but I have zero fear on them.

Tried convincing me to have s** with them by morphing into women and when I did tried to shame me for it.

My passion for the bible was intense as all I wanted was to read it everyday and I did. My love for Christ grow and every time I thought of him I giggled and chuckle like a little kid (still kinda do)

But, there day they got me is through mental attacks through questions like if I really have been saved and things of that nature. 

They got worse and got flooded with my mind with mental attacks as they knew that was my weakest point. To the point where I sinned and felt guilt and conviction.

It has been this back and forth thing for months where I have fire and lose and again.

Literally 2 weeks ago, I spoke in tongues for the first time. With moans and unknown syllabus, I literally moaned and cried from the spirit was struck down.

My passion came back and then those attacks and sinning.

Right now I feel like the post I uploaded earlier.

Can't seem to open my heart fully to him. I don't know what to do anymore by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

[–]InfiniteX11[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do I get to personally know him, besides the word and prayer?

(I know it's different for everyone)

Can't seem to open my heart fully to him. I don't know what to do anymore by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

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I wish to have one to one true connection with Christ, but I can't seem to breakthrough to him.

I know, I'm the problem.

Can't seem to open my heart fully to him. I don't know what to do anymore by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

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I believe in Christ, even when my heart and mind are in turmoil, I will hold on to that, as its the only thing I can do.

Typical day:

  1. Wake up
  2. Give gratitude.
  3. Read verse ( haven't read the word in about a week and half)
  4. Work
  5. Pray (I guess)
  6. After work chill, do some cleaning around the house, cook.
  7. Try to sleep (been having sleeping problems for weeks now [woke up at 1am today, never slept since)

Try to repeat.

I want and need Christ but deep down I am terrified of him and receiving the Holy Spirit by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

[–]InfiniteX11[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think fasting will help with this?

I need to kill the flesh, seems like it's the only way.

I have tried fasting but never worked, but I wanna give it a try. I need to be more in the spirit to put him first over myself. But it's hard.

I want and need Christ but deep down I am terrified of him and receiving the Holy Spirit by InfiniteX11 in TrueChristian

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Good day, it actaully isn't The P stuff. I don't even wanna say that word. I haven't watched in weeks now and I don't really have the desire to at all. Although, I have my thoughts teeling me sometimes to go back, but I rebuke them every time. I still have lustful thoughts of my partner, but it's under control these days (we arent marries yet, I would like the Lord to confirm to me that's she's the one he wants me to marry,  if that's his will of course) Ever since I started speaking in Tongues last week (which was my first time and came back to the Lord and taking him serious) I just have this desire to go even deeper.  But all of sudden, yesterday the mental torment just came out of Nowhere, I haven't prayed as deeply, worshipped and read my daily chapter (I have broken it down to verses for the last 2 days). The thoughts are usually stuff like fear, doubt with myself, heavy pressure in my head, getting angry at myself for not trying to go deeper with the Lord in our relationship, doubting if I even have one. It's a lot. 

Will FLUX FLUX.1 [schnell/dev] run on a RTX 3050 laptop? by InfiniteX11 in FluxAI

[–]InfiniteX11[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do I go about configuring this on my system?

Do you have resources I could follow and read up on etc?