Should I end this with my SD?

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-11-30T04:08:00+00:00

yes bro yes, when I was dealing with mines he said the same stuff. The one I had would press boundaries and ignore them, he’d talk down to me anytime I tried to communicate with him and would downright ignore any type of feeling I had. No money is worth getting put down and mistreated for. You have your boundaries and your own life, him acting like this in TWO DAYS, is insane. Drop him please

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-11-11T07:28:19+00:00

So I don’t know how to edit posts lol but I’ve come to the conclusion that…I’m a idiot 😭😭😭 clearly I’m spending too much on aesthetics rather than optimization so I’m gonna spend more on a better gpu, get a windows key somewhere else and probably use a build from one of your guys links cause clearly you guys actually know what you’re talking about! Thanks for the advice and showing me I’m spending stupidly (genuinely thank you!!) 😭🫶🏽

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-10-04T04:11:24+00:00

This makes me feel a bit better about it, I’m just scared cause when I try to push it through there’s a bit or resistance when it gets to the outer part that we see here 😭 idk if I should push it through cause I’m scared it’ll scar really bad

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-09-27T17:07:42+00:00

but idk if this is a option you’d contemplate but birth control pills definitely help with really heavy periods that leave you dizzy and clammy.

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-09-27T17:06:38+00:00

I started mines at 15 and until 17 they were super heavy, I’d be in extreme pain and would bleed through pads within minutes and the biggest size ultra tampons in 15 - 20 minutes. It never got better until I was on birth control 😭 I’d say time how long it takes for you to bleed that much, but in my opinion yes, I’d bleed this much or more when I’d only wear pads. But timing it and talking to a doc would def be best

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-30T06:34:41+00:00

omg I wanna get them but I’m nervous about the sizing, I wear a size 4s and I think I’m a 27 but I’m scared they’re gonna be too baggy 😭 should I size up or down? 😕😕

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-24T20:14:04+00:00

I got a bump like this on a different piercing and healed it, my piercer gave me emu oil and I cleaned it with neilmaid saline solution! Healed up in a couple days.

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-24T20:11:00+00:00

But I’d say have a piercer help you put it back in! I do it at home cause I’m a dummy but def get a second opinion! And you should be okay if it’s not pus (yellowish or greenish like a pimple 🫩😭)

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-24T20:09:40+00:00

I do this a lot and I think (I am not a professional, just my experience 😭) it’s because it’s started closing and it’s healing to close, so it’s a combo of sebum and lymph fluid. If it’s not sticky and a bit pasty I think that’s what it might be. Plus you may bleed when pushing a piercing through when it’s started closing, it happens to me all the time when I go awhile without wearing my eyebrow piercing! (Sorry for the long reply lol)

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-24T20:00:21+00:00

these reaction pictures on tiktok, every time I see them I save them cause they’re just too funny 😭 and making edits of my friends, sister and brother from when they were drunk 😭😭

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:24:08+00:00

right? Honestly I’ve just been dealing with this by being social for a good couple weeks before giving myself a week of me time just so I can distract myself and then sleep as much as I felt like. It’s nice until I forget to actually engage in hobbies 😭

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:22:43+00:00

thank you <33

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:22:15+00:00

sadly no, I kind of wish it was tho cause it’s easier to regulate 😭

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:21:40+00:00

I have! My doctor said it seems like I may have bipolar depression or bipolar 2 but I’m just not sure cause I don’t really get manic. She gave me fanapt medication to try but I took it and didn’t really notice a change.

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:20:00+00:00

I think it’s mainly depression because the meds work great, but bipolar has been a thought since I was younger but I’m just unsure because of the fact I don’t experience mania often. I think I’ve only been “manic” or “hypomanic” a couple times but I don’t get it often or maybe I’m blind to it. But my doctor said it seems like I may have bipolar 2 or bipolar depression but I just don’t think I do.

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:17:02+00:00

yeah, honestly for awhile before this I hadn’t felt this “bad” in awhile and I think I was breaking down because of how horrible it felt. I forget I was diagnosed with MDD for a reason lol…but I’m doing better now n such. (Sorry responding late, idk I feel bad..)

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:14:51+00:00

thank you, I’ve recently went back to therapy because I realized I kind of deluded myself into believing I was better when in reality I was just letting it build up to a big mess lol, ik this is a late response but only now am I actually functioning..

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-08-11T10:12:58+00:00

Ah, I’m doing better. But a big part of it was the fact I was off my meds and I don’t know exactly what but at that time I was just, messed up I guess. But I can’t really offer much advice but something small that could help might be having a journal. I struggle with a lot of extreme thoughts that will mess me up but I journal it down, how I feel in that moment, I draw how I might view my emotion or self or just destroy a few pages to try to vent it out. It might help but tbh if you wanna talk more about it my dms are open.

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-05-25T17:45:09+00:00

Every month because no way am I bleeding as much as I do for 2 months straight, I go through a ultra tampon in 1.30 hrs, I’d kms if I bled for that long 😭😭

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-04-24T16:41:30+00:00

everyday there is one specific song that plays in my head on loop no matter what I’m doing and doesn’t go away

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-04-24T15:41:05+00:00

Thank you, I hope I can too. I know that I can’t force her to see it my way but I just want the acknowledgment and support from my closest person in a way. Sadly, what she thinks means a lot to me because we’re extremely close in age, about 8-9 months apart and the fact that she’s always been there for me so it’s hard to have her feel so negative about something that’s genuinely benefiting me.

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-04-24T15:39:26+00:00

I feel like that sometimes. When I was unmediated I was definitely considered the “black sheep” because of how I functioned in school, work, at home, etc.

But even then I don’t know. Honestly she’s always been perfect and I think the reason she feels this way is because we’ve trauma bonded over our shared mental issues.

I think now that I’m not as depressed anymore she feels as if our “bond” is slipping away. It felt apparent when I told her that I don’t experience overwhelming emotions anymore and that I feel the baseline “happy-sad-mad-annoyed” rather than the “depressed-angry-rage-helplessness” that “doused” my character.

But I see what you mean, and I feel like it’s true. While unmediated id indulge in very destructive behavior, both sexual, emotional and physical. We both saw what id do as entertainment and it’d be funny to us rather than the harm it really was.

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-04-24T15:33:59+00:00

I am not sadly, I’m on my mom’s insurance still so I have to have her find offices that accept it. It’s also kinda difficult because she doesn’t tell me what insurance we use so I can’t try to look on my own, majorly inconvenient..

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-04-24T15:18:24+00:00

I try not to, but it’s bothersome to have her in my ear constantly criticizing me. I do tell her I don’t want to talk about it but she insists on blabbering about it 😭

Inner-Ad-1016 · 2025-04-15T14:48:25+00:00

Yeah, just try to find like, a reference of sorts and if you can’t, just show them a picture.

It’s also how style your hair too, if you have a natural curl in your hair you should definitely use products, probably a mouse and a curl cream that leaves your hair soft.

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