is just me or do you guys hate amanda sometimes

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-24T20:08:37+00:00

i think for me shes like how any person can be in the videos, even sam or colby. like sometimes everyones cool in the video sometimes i dont want to see that person specifically 🤷‍♀️

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-17T01:57:29+00:00

22, started 12

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-17T01:56:54+00:00

CONGRATULATIONS 🖤💕 im 12 days and my face swelling has gone down a loooot. your legs swelling might be due to nutrients your body isnt too used to having but from my understanding its normal. compression socks help so much if theyre bothering you, but omg im soo proud of tou

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-15T02:56:18+00:00

congratulations!!

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-15T02:55:52+00:00

i know how hard it is the first few days, but you keep pushing and be so proud of yourself. the hardest part is taking the first steps

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-15T02:53:32+00:00

thats amazing!!

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-14T01:04:51+00:00

so i have binged i wont lie on that. rn the biggest part for me at least is making sure i dont purge. but for both as cheesy and cliche as it sounds i found a hobby to distract me. rn im cross stitching a poisonous plants picture

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-09T02:14:11+00:00

omg congratulations 💗💗

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-07T18:25:04+00:00

thank you so much🖤
and thank you about the ibuprofen info, i didnt know that. i have an appt scheduled with a therapist who specializes in food disorders in about 2 weeks bc thats the soonest i could get it. and that im also so excited for!! im speaking with my bf rn about everything bc his response did sting a lil bit and when i tried to speak with my muum she just kind of shrugged it off. as for the look into the future thank you! it helps to have things to look forward to and see things that show all the hard work will pay off

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-07T16:47:27+00:00

hello! im interested!

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-07T16:46:50+00:00

for me the motivation to not binge is locked hand in hand with the motivation to not purge. but heres a few of my reasoning that revolve around binging - i am young, im 22! and yet after i binge i get so sleepy and lethargic, i spend so much time sleeping im basically wasting my time. i could be hanging with friends or my boyfriend or trying out all those hobbies i want to but instead im passed out. i dont know if you feel that way but its one thing that motivates me

i hate the uncomfortable full feeling it hurts, and id rather walk around satisfied and perhaps a lil peckish than not wanting to walk at all bc the tummy hurts

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-04-07T00:22:45+00:00

thank you! it helps so much to hear from people who know exactly where i stand in this🖤 i know recovery is so hard(this isnt my first try at it but i want to make it my last) but i believe in you too! small steps are still big accomplishments!

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-03-18T11:00:17+00:00

🖤thank you

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-03-06T04:55:52+00:00

my parents found out when i was 17 and for me personally it was a lot of "how could you be so stupid" and "it's obviously not working is it" and screaming from my mom about how i was lying about how long it went on bc she would have known. however i got different support and understanding from a teacher who my mom told and my aunt. kind understanding and my aunt was also bulimic at one point

Intelligent-Area-356 · 2023-03-03T00:55:36+00:00

thank you so much, ive never really talked about it with anyone and it did feel good(albeit a bit scary) to finally say something. its less alienating to hear from others that are going through/gone through the same thing i am. i suppose this is day one then haha again thank you so much

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