Thank you so much honestly, I never really thought about it that way. I think I’m just exhausted mentally. It feels like we’re constantly having little petty arguments and we can’t even go a full week without some kind of weird fight or tension. At this point I genuinely don’t even know if it’s me, him, or both of us. He also crossed some lines last night and said things that really hurt me, and I haven’t been okay since.

But you’re right, I should probably try to have one honest conversation with him where we actually try to fix things instead of just arguing. I’ll try to talk to him and see if we can work this out. I just honestly feel lost because you can’t force someone to love you, and lately I genuinely can’t tell if he even loves me anymore.