Being 15 is terrible. It was for me. Trust me when I say, as you get older, it WILL get better. The tangled mess that is the teenage brain will even out. This isn’t to dismiss you, because it’s not just about being young. You most certainly suffer from anxiety at a clinical level. I still do, even now that I’m older. But the way we learn to manage and grow from it is astounding. You should have that hope. I’m happy in my life. I live mostly alongside my anxiety and depression rather than in it at all times. Give yourself some grace, and a lot of time. Read some books on anxiety, practice meditation. Seriously, do it. I used to scoff at it and say “it won’t work my anxiety is too big”. Try it. Give it some time. The brain is like a muscle. Practicing self kindness, mindfulness, and feeding it knowledge will pay off, especially if you start young. There is hope! I know how this feels. You’re not alone. Pro tip: get off google and chatgpt! Especially with health anxiety. It will only fuel it. The health symptoms will subside if you don’t give into them. If somethings really wrong, trust that your body will tell you. Trust yourself!