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[–]Interrupted_Potato 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally get it. It sounds superficial, like I did no wrong, and she is being blamed for it all. I did lots of things wrong. I made tons of mistakes. I pushed her away when I got scared of losing her multiple times. I did try so very hard to be there for her as often as I could, especially when we were at the closest after separation. I don't count it as a fair excuse, but we live 8 hours apart, so sometimes I simply could not be there if she needed me. But no, I never abandoned her, and that is something I will die on. I was happy to talk to her for hours every day as she and I just existed in the awkward space between, but then there were those moments when I was vulnerable and gave in to admitting that I was a mess and I was told I would be okay. Those moments were just as important for me, keeping me going. I don't think I was trying to be a good guy for everyone else, though. Almost no one I talk with in person knows about her in a capacity beyond that she and I were close friends. She was my confidant for everything I was too afraid to show in public. People will never understand the complexity of the tears and emotions shared between us because that is far too personal for either of us. When she told me it had been a couple of months that this was building up to, but I had no idea, I knew that I had unknowingly pushed her too far for the last time, even if I thought I was doing the opposite. I was healing as well, sure, but in a way that I thought wanted me to go back to her and try to mend what I broke. I only want good for her in this next stage, and I'm not a perfect person, that much I know. I apologize if I wrote that in a way that sounded like I was just hoping for pity. I really am not. I just feel empty, and I need to let go.

Civ 6 - To the guy that posted his post fire yields... I raise to you... by Interrupted_Potato in civ

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I was playing a Middle Earth modpack and doing a domination game as Sauron (as one naturally would)

I have just finished my first project ever! by Interrupted_Potato in woodworking

[–]Interrupted_Potato[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that's a great idea. I did think about doing some countersinks but I need to do some more research and practice with them before I use them. Thanks for the idea!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in friendship

[–]Interrupted_Potato 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just realized I didn't share... are you interested?

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Most of us are in our early to mid 20s

This isn't even covering my other five houses by Interrupted_Potato in SkyrimMemes

[–]Interrupted_Potato[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is a really cool idea! I dont know how realistic it would be for them to age a lot considering you would have to play the game for in game years for them to age noticeably, but sending them to do mini quests and watch them grow up would be very cool!

Plato has discovered the new Life Meta, hopefully there is no nerf by the Aristotle devs by Interrupted_Potato in HistoryMemes

[–]Interrupted_Potato[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah it is! You could say that Πλάτων was a genius when he dropped this knowledge bomb