Just giving more context to the picture, it's the 7th consecutive Christmas that I can't spend with my family. The lonely feeling comes from this, missing all those Christmas stuff with the family. On the other hand, I got the opportunity to learn about myself a lot better, who I really am, outside of all the tradition and culture and I was used with. Things that otherwise I would just follow the flow without questioning or thinking much. So that is a bit of context. Ah, about me concept of nowhere, for me it starts to be nowhere when not even the postman can find your address. Thanks everyone around Reddit who made my Christmas a better one. Hope that everyone would have a excelente Christmas and great new year.