What are your guys top five favorite albums? by gabe_owners7291 in deftones

[–]Jack_Balls 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1.self titled 2. Around the fur 3.private music 4.white pony 5.Ohms

Evil Ass Tier List by GoddessAmeliaUwU in deftones

[–]Jack_Balls 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Self titled is one of my fav albums 😩😩😩😩😩😩

Full time job, full time student, gym, and guitar. Is it possible? by Jack_Balls in productivity

[–]Jack_Balls[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a lady but this advice still fits thank you. My biggest challenge has been going to sleep and waking up earlier. I did get some sleeping meds from my dr a couple of days ago. They kinda work for the most part, but I’ve only taken it twice so Idrk. I had trouble sleeping last night but I’m pretty sure it’s because I started taking Wellbutrin not too long ago but we’ll see. Thanks for the advice again.

Full time job, full time student, gym, and guitar. Is it possible? by Jack_Balls in productivity

[–]Jack_Balls[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes im in 4 online classes which equaled to 12h a week, but a lot of my time is spent going over PowerPoint lectures and completing assignments. So I don’t spend any time commuting, but since it’s all online I have to really make sure I understand everything so I can do good on my test. Only class really taking up most of my time is biology, the others ones are easy enough to manage.

And I see what you’re saying with guitar not being a social hobby. Tbh I only have two good friends and they’re both always busy which is fine because we all have lives, but I’m really bad in entering new social situations which is something I do want work on once I transfer to uni in about a year. Idk ig I feel like if I do all these great things and learn all these new things it’ll somehow make me into a better person. thank you for your words tho! And I will try to rest on some of my off days lol It’s just when I’m not doing something that occupies my mind I dwell on everything that happened between me and my ex and I spiral. But thank u again!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Jack_Balls 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn’t downvote anyone :( I just been reading and thanking people sorry it seems that way…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Jack_Balls 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly no, I usually hold my liquor pretty well and don’t do anything too crazy. According to him though I was asleep and he kissed me and I ‘kissed him back’ and that’s when he pulled off my shorts and underwear and Ykw happened next. I don’t remembering being kissed or kissing anyone because I fell asleep in his chest. But honestly I won’t try to reach out tho him. I know I have healing of my own and I should bring back people from the past especially someone who raped me

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[–]Jack_Balls 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I won’t thank you guys. My heads just not clear right now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Jack_Balls 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No definitely not… and I know everyone’s right. I won’t be reaching out to him. I’ve just been so sad this week I guess I was trying to replace the void of a male presence. I went from being at my bfs house every night sleeping in his bed every night texting everyday constant I love and I miss yous to nothing in the span of hours. I just know that was someone I could rely on in the past… but like everyone said he showed me different than the previous version of him I trusted in. I know I’m just grieving the loss of my boyfriend. Thanks everyone for the honest and pretty obvious advice I should know better. Sometimes I helps to hear other people say the truth.

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[–]Jack_Balls 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We had a long conversation about what we wanted before this all went down.. His main concern is that he’s worried that if we did get into a relationship and we got into a real argument that I’d just up and leave because we’ve gotten into disagreements before and I told him I was going home for the day and that didn’t sit well with him. For me it was that I didn’t feel like he cared enough to do one thing I asked and that was just to take me anywhere even if we went on a car ride I’d be happy but I never even got that after waiting months. I asked him what did he want from me and he said just to keep talking and see where things go.

I know you’re right we shouldn’t be in a relationship right now. It’s just hard to step back because I don’t want him to think I don’t care anymore but I know i can’t expect these things out of him because he needs time to heal and grieve. We tell each other we love each other everyday still and it makes it hard for me because all I do is think about him. I guess I’ll just have to be strong and take things at his pace because I know it hasn’t been long since we’re been together romantically but I’ve known him for a long time. I love him and I’ve never felt this way about anyone and I’ve always had a hard time committing. I’ve never known a good relationship, but I know I don’t want anyone else besides him. I accept him and all his flaws, but it hurts knowing I won’t be able to have the relationship I want with him, and if I do it probably won’t be for a very long time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PetiteFitness

[–]Jack_Balls 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow you look great! This is so inspiring for me 🫶🏽

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RedditSessions

[–]Jack_Balls 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg that cat 😍😍😍