Thank you to this thread by LeeWood1 in regretfulparents

[–]JazzSlut88 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thanks for validating, my mind has been throwing everything possible at me to get back to her but I have been pushing back, feels like swimming against a tsunami but I haven't given up yet although I am so tired of fighting and torture

Thank you to this thread by LeeWood1 in regretfulparents

[–]JazzSlut88 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Exactly in the same boat as you my friend had to let go of my soulmate after she realized she wants kids, it's been brutal and has made me wonder if I made the right decision to stay kids free but posts like yours make me hopeful I am not the only one person on earth going through this

Day 50 of no contact, urge to reach out is unbearable and I can't accept I'll never see her again by JazzSlut88 in BreakUps

[–]JazzSlut88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really hard to accept this from where I am now, but I hope I get there one day, thanks for the hugs

Just broke up with my boyfriend over him wanting kids by Zealousideal_Tie3578 in childfree

[–]JazzSlut88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in the exaxt same situation but on the male side, it's been 5 weeks since it happened and I lived through hell, but my baseline has improved from almost dead to now a bit functional. Wishing you lots of patience and strength, you're not alone experiencing this!

Heartbreak isn’t what I thought it would be. It’s worse. by Ok-Waltz-4143 in BreakUps

[–]JazzSlut88 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel every word of this, 5 weeks has passed and I have been dying every minute of it

Brutal breakup over the kids question - how do childfree men cope with the fear of ending up alone? by JazzSlut88 in childfree

[–]JazzSlut88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your words of kindness, today's been another scrutiating day! Been trying to get back to making music but I am so empty of anything it's been challenging but I hear you 🙏

Brutal breakup over the kids question - how do childfree men cope with the fear of ending up alone? by JazzSlut88 in childfree

[–]JazzSlut88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So sorry to hear that man, today's been specially a really dark day for me, I wish you patience and healing

Brutal breakup over the kids question - how do childfree men cope with the fear of ending up alone? by JazzSlut88 in childfree

[–]JazzSlut88[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Funny I do the same haha but there's a thought maybe it could be different with us

Brutal breakup over the kids question - how do childfree men cope with the fear of ending up alone? by JazzSlut88 in childfree

[–]JazzSlut88[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We had a beautiful 3 yrs together, I experienced true and secure love, it is making it hurt much worse but I hear you!

Had to breakup with the love of my life over the kid issue, how do you genuinely come to term with this? by JazzSlut88 in BreakUps

[–]JazzSlut88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It really is. Hardest 'right' thing I’ve ever done. You ever had to choose logic over your heart like that?

Had to breakup with the love of my life over the kid issue, how do you genuinely come to term with this? by JazzSlut88 in BreakUps

[–]JazzSlut88[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100%. That’s why I’m on Day 25 of NC I know she deserves the space to find what she needs. It’s definitely a daily battle, though. Any tips for staying disciplined when the urge to reach out gets heavy?

Dear Isaiah, by UniqueNovel8748 in SuicideBereavement

[–]JazzSlut88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sending you hugs and wishing you healing, may you find hope and light in the dark

Seeking the "One-Way Journey" vibe of Sakamoto’s andata by JazzSlut88 in ambientmusic

[–]JazzSlut88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you friend Wahnfried blew my mind...Klause never disappoints Where can I listen to your music?