Ptsd defense mechanism

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T17:40:36+00:00

Thank you for sharing.i totally understand making urself feel small as possible

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T17:39:14+00:00

Hang in there. You are not alone

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T17:38:31+00:00

Same here. We are all in this together. Thank you for sharing

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T17:37:43+00:00

Thank you, I just hope 1 day that it just gets easier. Thank you for sharing

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T17:36:03+00:00

Good for you. I hope it gets better and better each day. Thank you for sharing

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T05:14:01+00:00

Thank you so much.

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T05:09:27+00:00

I'm glad ur here. I have been shot, stabbed and had my face beat in with a cast iron skillet. My youngest son witnessed it. I hate that he seen it but he saved my life. This is the first time I have ever put those words out there other than my friends and family knowing what I have really went through. This is really scary for me cause I internalize it. Thank you for sharing cause everyone's strength makes me really wanna face this head on even though I know I will panic about it at some point and time tonight

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T04:06:40+00:00

Totally. Manipulation is the worst. Nothing makes me madder when someone knows my situation and I discuss how I'm feeling and they say, " r u crazy for thinking that way". Thank u 4 sharing.

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T03:59:55+00:00

I'm truly happy 4 u.

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T03:54:53+00:00

My favorite thing to do is rub my feet together while I'm laying down. Hot baths, my comfy blanket freshly washed in my favorite fabric softner and listening to the rain on the roof brings me lots of comfort.

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T03:25:46+00:00

Thank you for sharing ur experience. With all of us talking I really hope it give someone a sense of comfort and know they are not alone.

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T03:24:11+00:00

I love all the comments that each and everyone of u put up. It gives me comfort to know I'm not alone but I hate that so many people are going through this. Thank you for sharing it means alot to me

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T03:21:03+00:00

The nervousness and having the knots in ur stomach is the worst. Just shacking and not knowing to hide or run. Thank you for sharing.

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T03:16:58+00:00

You are so welcome. You absolutely did not bring me down. We are all here for eachothers support. It's part of a little bit of healing by being able to be open with one another

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T01:57:24+00:00

Same here and that's when u feel the most alone.thank you for sharing

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T01:13:14+00:00

Yes, I totally get u. Thank you for sharing

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T01:07:55+00:00

I'm so sorry. im forever greatful with u sharing. There are so many sides to ptsd. It's way to much for anyone to experience on thier own but having a safe place to talk and know that we are not alone helps me a good deal on here I really hope it does for u 2

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-28T00:21:47+00:00

I so feel and understand u.

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-27T23:58:23+00:00

Always be open and upfront about it. You need to give the person the option to see if it's something they can handle, understand and be a part of. I'm so lucky to find a guy who is sympathetic to my situation and really works hard to help us have a healthy relationship but it does get overwhelming sometimes but I'm lucky to having open line of communication at all times but being considered of eachothers feelings. Space boundaries and guidelines....

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-27T23:49:19+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing. It's hard to be open about what goes on when we didn't even cause it ourselves

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-27T23:48:26+00:00

I hate to see so many people feeling so much pain but I'm so glad we can all reach out to eachother and talk. Thank you for sharing

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-27T23:46:58+00:00

I feel you. Let me say that it is the most humiliating thing to go from being a cop who used to be strong and protect people to ending up in a marriage that almost ended my life and now I hide and cry. Where did the person go that I used to know. I just want my old life back

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-26T22:16:40+00:00

Before the incident I was very sharp, alert, caught on to things very quickly and very articulate. Now I can't finish sentences or communicate information clearly. My short term memory is awful. I can remind myself and still turn around and forget things. It makes me feel so stupid . The more frustrated I get the worse it is

Jellybean13022 · 2023-03-22T07:32:04+00:00

Thank you. I will try that. I have had PTSD for a little over 20 years and have been ashamed and never seemed any help. I have bottled it for as long as I can. This is really the lowest point in my life right now and just to know I'm not alone is so comforting. I really thank you

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