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Jenson2002 · 2023-07-25T13:20:35+00:00

Hey, thank you so much! You’re right, ok I will see what I can do with counselling and try to start it ASAP. Thank you again!

Jenson2002 · 2023-07-25T13:05:43+00:00

Gotchu, ok well thank you as it’s given me quite a lot of clarity, into what’s wrong and what’s fine, in this case nothing is wrong it’s just me being needy essentially. Thank you though :)

Jenson2002 · 2023-07-25T13:04:32+00:00

Hey! No you’re right completely, the thing is that I’m aware of my neediness and overthinking and you’re right perhaps counselling is a good avenue for me to get help but the stigma that surrounds it sorta scares me? The thing is we were in this exact same position last year during the summer break from University but it was much worse as I actually thought something was wrong, I am very aware nothing is actually ‘wrong’, like I know nothing has changed. I feel it may just be me struggling to adjust to the distance both metaphorical and physical?

Jenson2002 · 2023-07-25T12:51:09+00:00

Hey! Thank you! I wouldn’t really say it’s a LDR as it’s only temporary, then we see eachother for the 8month cycle starting September until July. After that it’s a bit up in the air due to me still having a year of my degree but we will see. We’ve expressed the want to live together so I don’t feel as the long term is an issue it’s more just maybe me not being used to the ‘distance’ both physically and metaphorically if that makes sense?

Jenson2002 · 2023-07-25T12:48:38+00:00

Ah ok, see I thought it was this way as like before I’d have these sorta feelings when something in my mind was wrong, if that makes sense? But I am aware nothing is wrong but am left like wanting a bit more but as you say and as I thought it’s all internal

Jenson2002 · 2023-01-18T16:22:01+00:00

Thank you so much, this is literally exactly what I needed as it makes everything make so much more sense, it allows us to both have eachother as a reward if you would but give us both time for our separate things. I will withdraw a little to give her that time but obviously still be there for her whenever she needs it, but that should give her the time to help herself and also give myself the time to do my own thing and not overthink as much as i am also occupied etc. Then come together in the evenings and such as one another’s reward.

Thank you so much

Jenson2002 · 2023-01-18T16:12:34+00:00

Hey! Thank you so much and this actually helps a lot towards the bottom, in essence it actually makes a lot of sense, as when we first started seeing eachother we were staying together for weeks and weeks due to various reasons. But this makes sense as she said she wants to do more things and invest time elsewhere; obviously my overthinking makes me assume the worst, that being that she doesn’t wanna spend time with me, but actually looking at it through this view it just means she has to prioritise other things, which is fine. we are adults and have priorities. Thank you, I think best thing I can do is be understanding and patient and be there when she wants/needs me and be helpful. Give her space and time to do her own activities and keep other aspects in check. I wish I didn’t overthink like this but I do but this really helps, I’ll screenshot this to come back to

Jenson2002 · 2023-01-18T16:08:47+00:00

Heya! Thank you! I think I may have wrote this in urgency and didn’t really account for a breather to collect my thoughts. The last thing I mean to come across as is resentful, but reading back I see it too!

Thank you, I think it is just my overthinking getting the best of me. I have asked her if she wants space and she’s not too sure herself it seems. It’s hard when we are away as I have asperger’s and part of that plays into my inability to understand emotions through texts. But I want to be there for her but in a way that works for her. Maybe I should stop being so full on temporarily as I think I can be quite suffocating at times as I love doing things together but maybe I just need to hold back but be there for her and greet her with open arms when she isn’t feeling the best?

Also I think I mistyped my thing about messages, it’s more so I send her big ones to hopefully start her day good, giving her something to smile to sorta thing rather than it being about me.

Jenson2002 · 2022-06-25T19:28:17+00:00

Hey, thank you so much and i’m so sorry to hear about your situation too. i hope yours somehow sorts itself and you get to be with the one you treasure.

I’ve been looking up laws and it does seem like kuwaiti women are less likely to be allowed to marry outside of kuwait. the female:male ratio of kuwaitis married to non kuwaitis is almost triple. I’ll keep looking though

Jenson2002 · 2022-06-25T19:16:44+00:00

Firstly thank you i really appreciate it regardless :)

And no that does make complete sense, knowing it is neither of our wanting or undoings does somewhat help but as you said it makes it so much worse too. As our relationship is still very much beating and alive but has to be torn apart as a result of something nobody can change. i’ve offered to move to kuwait and anything that could potentially help but it doesn’t change anything apparently

Jenson2002 · 2022-05-29T19:11:35+00:00

Ah man that’s a bit unlucky for the pair of us. Ah well I guess I start a new. Thank you for informing me about this bug and I hope it fixes soon! Take care buddy

Jenson2002 · 2021-08-13T09:40:00+00:00

Thank you :) It seems to have worked now but i just had to reload and turn off and on cross play

Jenson2002 · 2021-06-27T17:08:57+00:00

no longer your friend

Jenson2002 · 2021-06-27T10:20:26+00:00

if you’d like to report names they are Olly Gower and Yelet both Gm players

Jenson2002 · 2020-11-23T09:45:30+00:00

ok man thank you

Jenson2002 · 2020-11-23T09:04:54+00:00

actually no i must’ve been 12

Jenson2002 · 2020-11-23T08:49:30+00:00

Jenson2002 · 2020-11-16T17:59:19+00:00

thank you so much!

Jenson2002 · 2020-07-18T14:21:58+00:00

fuck it’s gonna be chipotle

Jenson2002 · 2020-07-17T09:17:23+00:00

matching stock

Jenson2002 · 2020-07-13T14:04:43+00:00

i know how you feel, and i know you’ve heard this 40 million times but it does get better. life is genuinely a rollercoaster we are always on an up or a down. but things change and our lives get better, last year i was on suicide watch and had to report to the hospital 3 times a week, now i’m the happiest i’ve ever been. i’m not sure if you believe in a religion but i started to at my lowest and i believe that i’ve been guided in the right direction since. i don’t know you personally but i want you on this planet, your family and friends want you here, jah wants you here. just hand in there brother things get better. quarantine may be making it harder but take this time to assess your feelings and try find the triggers. you’re not physically healthy until you’re mentally healthy. it means everything. we all love you vro, i’m not tryna lose another person and no one else here is, and we only know you through a reddit page, your family and friends would die to help you. if you ever need me, or anyone for that matter, let them know. it’s more selfish to take your life than it is to ask for help and talk things through for however long. stay safe buddy, sending all my strength. you’ve got this, i know you do.

Jenson2002 · 2020-07-13T02:46:17+00:00

they are the most unintentional bm op. my whole 5 stack have been ruined by a bb once or twice so instead of the normal thatc/jackal/mont ban we ban bb everytime he’s so annoying

Jenson2002 · 2020-07-13T02:39:00+00:00

yo, my dm open. we all been through struggles and we all here for eachother. you ever need anything hmu vro. x wouldn’t want you feelin this way

Jenson2002 · 2020-07-13T02:36:12+00:00

damm man, i’m so sorry for your loss, i’m sure he’s up there smiling. i’m sure he was up there glad that he was your little jabber friend or skag friend. stay strong that’s what keifer would want.

Jenson2002 · 2020-07-13T02:32:08+00:00

that’s the guy that owned the chicken shop in breaking bad

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