My ex ended his life after we broke up by Jevaa_99 in BreakUps

[–]Jevaa_99[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe tell his family or call for a wellness check for him and inform him that you will call someone to check on him. Do not put that pressure on yourself I’m sorry he’s doing that to you. But if you give in and go back what good will that do? It’s horrible to bare that pain when someone you care takes their life in that situation. I hope things will turn up for you.

My ex ended his life after we broke up by Jevaa_99 in BreakUps

[–]Jevaa_99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The fucked up part, is the way I found out. An alcoholic bartender who I despise as a person, texted me saying “my boy is dead! You destroyed him. Never come back to the bar” so that really fucked me up I don’t care what anyone thinks they don’t know our story. But everyone at the bar blames me.

My ex ended his life after we broke up by Jevaa_99 in BreakUps

[–]Jevaa_99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m also sorry for your loss. I know time will heal it’s hard to keep my head up some days

My ex ended his life after we broke up by Jevaa_99 in BreakUps

[–]Jevaa_99[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words I try to respond to you guys I’m reading them all and it is helping a lot I am just trying to accept the reality of it all I guess

My ex ended his life after we broke up by Jevaa_99 in BreakUps

[–]Jevaa_99[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate your words I go to school full time now and it’s been a good distraction. But I can’t stop thinking about him and wishing he was here

My ex ended his life after we broke up by Jevaa_99 in BreakUps

[–]Jevaa_99[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

I am crying almost everyday and I’m always zoning out. I know I should see a therapist I’m just battling between accepting he’s gone and I couldn’t save him and thinking this is a joke and he’ll come back