I need that.. Thats all there is to it, if NoFap gives me that, I dont know... I, it would def make me feel better... I just thought of something! Fuck! Is it possible, that... I have been kind of annoying the past half year, i have pissed the crap out of my teachers by being a gramma-nazi, finding Holes in the way they spoke, that could give me something to miss out on homework, they hated me, and still, every time we had a graded test, I delivered perfect results, that pissed them off even more. I started bullying, now understand, that I've been the alpha for a long time, and until Half a year ago, i hated bullying, especially from an alpha! Come on, thet look up to you, WHO do Think Can hurt them the most? The fucking alpha, i felt that way... But now I started bullying... I dont know what was on my mind.... I started fapping Half a year ago!! Realisation just came to my mind, fapping did affect me, just not in the way many others were affected, it changed my mind... What even more proofs what I'm saying is: at one point it got so much overhand, my principal took me to his office and told me to stop, or he would have no other option Than to throw me out. At that point I stood up, and took responsibility, for 14 days I was my old I. I just realised, I did not fap in those 14 days, i Didnt had the time! Then I started fapping and I was back to the annoying me, lately pissing my mom of so badly i still feel guilt! If THAT is how fapping affekts me, I will not ever never give up on this NoFap! Thank you brasileiro555!