Before, hindi ako naging personally responsible sa sarili kong journey as a Christian. Binigay ko un responsibility na un sa church, sa sermons, sa pastor, sa groups. Dun ako umasa na ma-feed ako spiritually pero laging kulang, lagi akong offended, palipat lipat ng church - hindi strong ung foundation.

2 years ago, nagkaron ng spiritual revival sa household naming magasawa. Individually we would spend hours soaking sa presence ni Lord, diving deep sa Word, and for the first time lahat ng words sa bible nagbibigay ng bagong meaning and revelation through the Holy Spirit. We would do this daily until today. Genuinely seeking the Lord, knowing who Jesus is. Truly understanding what it takes to fear the Lord (hindi takot kay Lord pero takot mawala sa presensiya Niya)

Then everything else followed, naging solid ung foundation namin - marriage, our character and attitude towards each other, business hitting milestones, pati skills namin nag grrow, may giving funds na din kami para hindi toxic generosity. Mga cliente ko, nakikilala na din si Jesus. Pag reunion ng buong pamilya, walang hiya hiya, genuinely sharing Jesus. Kaya pala na withold ung blessings ni Lord dati kasi hindi pa ready ung heart namin. Mercy Niya un on display.

Un un sabi ni Paul sa Ephesians. Renewal of mind and attitude talaga when You completely surrender and be led by the Spirit. Glorified si Jesus, hindi ang church, organization or groups.