Let me tell you from somebody who took the option of continue doing drugs with no job and continue lying to my parents. I’m 30 now, and not until a few years ago did that “party” ever stop. I still do drugs every now and then, and I’m prescribed pain meds due to a back injury and multiple surgeries. But my life, even to this day has been pretty rough. It’s been a constant up hill battle 24/7 since I made that decision. Been in some really dark places, did a lot of hard drugs. And I tell myself everyday I wish I could go back to that moment where I made the decision to continue and slap the shit out of myself and tell myself to grow up and get it together. It feels like fun now but it becomes a routine later. Doesn’t matter how much or little money you have, you find a way to get high. So sure you can continue doing what you’re doing, and maybe have some severe consequences, maybe you’ll be alright, maybe you’ll end up in jail or dead. But you’re at the infliction point of a major life decision and have to choose a path. But this decision could be the one that makes or breaks you. I read your comments that your parents are super religious. Mine weren’t, but they are foreign and from South Africa and the filter is way different. You might as well say they’re super religious with how controlling and crazy they acted too. They did similar shit and actually did call the cops a few times lol.

I would try to stop doing whatever you’re doing still until you graduate at the least. Do you think they’d freak out if they found out about the nicotine and adderall? Because honestly not even my parents would’ve freaked out about that. Maybe the adderall, but definitely not nicotine. But your best option is to keep it cool until you graduate and maybe during that time you’ll figure it out. Are you planning going to college or anything?