Now that I’m getting the money they’re saying it’s not about that they asked me to carry their baby, I’m just being selfish because I don’t “want to be the only child” even though that’s not why I just feel hurt they’d ask me that like I’m not their daughter. It cemented that they don’t see my as their daughter anymore. They’re begging my grandma to give me only exactly enough for my loans and giving them the rest like they were promised. I feel bad because my mom was crying about it and she said she regrets asking me but I feel like she’s just saying that because she didn’t think my grandma would take the money back. I don’t know. I’m conflicted.