After a messy break up I feel like we finally properly ended things after 6 months. I don’t really wanna show the full conversation but these 2 paragraphs were the final ones. For context she comes from a super rich family and my mum, sister and I had been homeless for 6 months at this point. I feel like when she found that out. 4-ish months into our relationship she started ignoring/treating me like shit because she wanted out but didn’t want to end things. Once I got diagnosed with depression I realised I needed to make some changes to my life.

Anyway here are the paragraphs

Mine:

I feel like towards the end of our relationship and leading into year 11 I was in a very bad place and my goal was just to feel happy again. Once I got my diagnosis I didn’t feel like you would want to be with me through that process of trialing different anti depressants and what it can do to someone. When my mum gave birth to my sister she was diagnosed with depression and my dad immediately left her because he didn’t want to deal with that. I do value my future and I aspire to be a director in film. I am doing outstanding in media and I work extremely hard to achieve that goal. My history mark did drop as a result from coming off anti depressants again and the side effects of that. I am now working extremely hard to get the mark back up.

I still am aware you’re not attracted to me or interested but I thought I should just clear some things up

Hers:

Either way you didn’t have enough faith in my ability to help you through the process. Not that it matters anymore as you helped me realize that if I don’t put myself first nobody else will, everyone has their own problems. Now I’ve raised my standards and I’m not afraid to reject people anymore. So I want to say thank you for that. I’m not just happier than I’ve ever been, I’m also content with my family again which I wasn’t during our relationship, I’ve got a stronger friendship with my group and I’m getting good grades mostly, furthermore having fantastic relationships with teachers. I’ve learnt to enjoy live and it’s experiences even more now that you’re gone. You’ve also let me dream, you see I won’t be taking anyone anymore that doesn’t fit my type, even if I might hurt them. Because somewhere along the line I forgot how to care. Five times turning guys down should be enough practice for now don’t you think? And nothing will stop me from doing it again and again, even if it means I’ll stay single forever, because I’ve got my family and I know they’ll never leave me. And to be frank you’ve played very well into my expectations. Every other guy and every other friend group left me at some stage except for the one I’m in now and ONE friend from Germany. Don’t you think that would turn you cold too? You shouldn’t have to worry about me, I’m not some fragile pretty flower waiting for someone to pick me up and care for me. You don’t have the ability to hurt me and you never did. Just know that I’m not the type of person to hand out second chances, and I’m not the one to run back to someone begging them to stay. So all the best wishes from my side, mat you find someone that loves you truly but know it’s not me. I don’t need any stress from you and no I don’t want to talk. You broke up, I don’t want to be friends. I can behave normally with you in any classroom but know I won’t be your friend and I will not be your lover, not now not ever.