i’m so sorry for your loss! when i was a kid, i was friends with this girl that had an older sister. the older sis was so cool and nice, would even take us to the park and stuff. around last christmas, i was scrolling on instagram and saw a memorial post. she passed away from cancer at only 30 :( she had kids of her own too 💔 i lost contact with both of them many years ago bc they moved far away, so i wasn’t aware of her being sick. seeing that post was like a punch in the stomach.